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  Today, I don't feel good enough

  Posted by: gocardsgw

  Posted: 06/21/2017

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  i wish I could say I didn't love her and didn't want her in my life. I wish I could remove my depression and anxiety. I wish I could forget the fact she had an affair. I can't though. These feelings consume me. Make me hurt.I want to cry but my sobs are dry. I want to run far away and never look back. I want someone to love me. I want someone to need me. I am praying for peace and release from these feelings. I am praying that my stbx finds peace. I am praying that my kids will be ok.This...

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  Today I hurt

  Posted by: gocardsgw

  Last Reply: NeoSoul 06/13/2017

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  maybe it's the lack of sleep (I average about four hours of sleep), but I feel totally worthless today. I worked my typical 10 hour day and slogged through it. I do enjoy my job although it makes me regret ever getting my college debt, I mean, degree. However, I felt unloved and unwanted throughout the day. I won't have insurance soon because my wife is removing me off hers in august, so seeing a therapist is a waste of time because we won't get anywhere. I am considered self-employed and...

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  17th wedding anniversary with a divorce looming

  Posted by: gocardsgw

  Last Reply: maybe2late 06/04/2017

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  today my stbx commemorated our 17th wedding anniversary with three of our four kids by going to breakfast. I finally moved into my own place after separating at the end of March and living with my brother since then. The reason I didn't move in sooner was because she needed my money to get through the end of her school year. She gets her summer checks in a week. She wants the divorce. I was willing to work it out although she said she couldn't promise me she wouldn't cheat on me again. I wish...

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  Today I am good enough

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  Posted: 05/23/2017

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  although after being rejected by my wife, I have days when I feel unloved, unwanted and not good enough, I have to push through these days. I need to tell myself I am good enough, I am loved and someone will eventually come along and love me like I need. 

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 05/23/2017

  gocardsgw commented on animallover205's journal Day 2

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

  gocardsgw commented on the discussion First time posting...sad, lonely and lost.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

  gocardsgw became friends with sjs777.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

  gocardsgw commented on the discussion First time posting...sad, lonely and lost.

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  First time posting...sad, lonely and lost

  Posted by: gocardsgw

  Last Reply: Alkathar 05/21/2017

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  This is my first time posting. I know I'm not the only man to ever feel this, but I never thought I would be in this situation. My wife and I separated in March after almost 17 years of marriage and close to 23 years together. We have four beautiful children. I made an ass of myself in September and after years of drinking, I decided to get sober. I begged for another chance with her. I fell completely in love with her again, despite my wife continually distancing herself from me.   She had...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

  gocardsgw joined the group Infidelity.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/21/2017

  gocardsgw became friends with TeamDS.