JStar7227
Status: Fighting the internal battle with my demons
Mood:
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- I feel like life is consistently pushing me down every time I try to stand up. I can never be happy anymore I have nothing working in my favor anymore. I don't smile I don't even sleep anymore that's how frustrated I am. I hate my life why can't I...
- Im nobody I have nobody nobody can stop me now just finished my note and final goodbyes to everyone goodbye everyone this is the end of my road
- I'm done with trusting others everyone says they won't leave me but they do anyway whatever. Since it's like that I'll just leave too forever. I hate my life I hate everything about it and myself and nobody cares I'm alone in the world idc anymore
- I've been so angry lately I've lost my temper more than usual in the past few days. I'm so fed up with my life I've been hurt too much. I'm a lost cause nobody loves me. Nobody wants me around so why should I stay alive if all I'm gonna do is be...
- I'm tired of putting faith into other people just for them to spit it back in my face. I'm alone in this world and honestly I don't care anymore I work better alone I don't want help nor do I need help. Being a good person doesn't guarantee you...
- I've found my life has no meaning I have my means of ending this. Goodbye everyone I hope you all are able to live happy lives with no pain or worry.
- I'm sick and tired of being fed lies I'm to the point in my life where I can't trust nobody anymore. I'm losing my mind more and more by the second. I keep hearing voices inside my head telling me that it's not worth living a life full of headache...
- It seems like a lifetime ago I was happy I was full of hope and love but recently I've been filled with anger pain depression and sadness I smile to keep everyone happy but inside I'm losing my mind I'm broken I'm lost. Maybe I should lock myself...
- Woke up this morning feeling like I have a pit in my stomach like something was digging through me but couldn't get out. I felt like I was gonna puke the entire day, ended up doing it twice. I don't know where I am in life or who I am, I have...
- I'm becoming more and more careless about my surroundings everyday I get angry at almost everything. People lie to me people I thought I could trust lie to me I feel like I'm alone in the world like a lost pet. The madder I get the more I just want...
- Last night i got drunk. I know I shouldn't have been drinking but my depression got the best of me and I couldn't help myself. I cried the entire time I drank I felt my pain fighting me to burst out but I only pushed it down. I felt so alone I...
- I always find it strange that everyone says they care and will stand by you when times are hard but when that time comes they're nowhere to be found. I've been feeling good these past few days but I've had small mental breaks I get in a depressive...
- I see people walking around with smiles on their faces and pep in their steps and I think why can't I smile or be happy anymore I feel like I'm being pulled out of bed everyday and dragging myself through the mud just to make it through the day last...
- I'm alone in my world I hide my deepest pains I smile outside but once my door shuts I lose control and the tears flow heavily I feel like nobody cares anymore nobody wants me around nobody loves me I feel like an outsider everywhere I go I'm only...
- The woman I love more than anything in the world told me she wanted to be apart for a little while I know I shouldn't feel this way but we've been together since sophomore year of high school that's 4 years she made me happier than anyone or...