I don't know you personally but, I would miss you and the world would be a lesser place without you in it.

Hugs from a person who cares hon

Or....maybe you should go see a Therapist and figure out what the root of these feelings are? Something is causing them...just sitting around in your anger and pity isn't going to do anything to fix the problem, you'll have to take steps to make things better. Gather up what strength you have and take the steps to help yourself get better...only you can do it, others can't fix this for you.

Therapy is definatey an option. I had a very strong aversion to therapy because I worried I would be misguided or misunderstood. Honestly though, this is not true.

I suggest some preparation though. write down your goals, where you're at and where you would like to see yourself. It is helpful if you sit down and see what areas of life need to be explore - work, love, social connections.

Maybe sitting down and exploring this will stir up some clarifying thoughts and feelings.

Also, please listen to this brief exercise. It's quite simple (so simple it's easy to miss how simple) and beautifully helpful.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wa5IF7x-ziA

Xo

Thank you everyone for the prayers but I just feel like a hopeless person nobody wants me anymore I'm a burden to everyone I come into contact with

You must stop telling yourself this. Maybe you are exactly where you need to be in terms of getting a sense of your own resilience., independence. Maybe you've relied on others to help you feel alive or connected in the past and you must now cultivate and nurture a more organic relationship with yourself and the world around you that is not about belonging but simply about connecting to simply being in the world - all its messiness, cowardice, flaws, posturing, bullshit really. And still finding a way to dance and flow with the imperfectness of it all.

You sound like your longing to feel like somebody gives a damn that you exist, that you are thought about and remembered. Be careful to not give too much energy to these dark imaginings because they really can take on a life of there own and for the most part, they are rooted in a misperception of how things are.

Be critical with those thoughts. See them. See them and smile at how silly the mind can be.

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. Your family and friends would miss you if something bad happened to you. If you haven't seen a psychiatrist, I suggest you make an appointment and let them know what your feelings are. They may recommend medication and or talk therapist. The therapy would be greatly beneficial for you. They will listen and give you coping skills to help cope with what you are going through. Please don't do anything to harm yourself. You are a worthy person who deserves to live and be happy.

I know exactly what you are feeling. I fight the feeling also. We both have to believe in a tomorrow. We must believe the pit in a stomach will one day go away. We are in control, it just doesn't feel like it. You help me and I'll help you. We can't miss out on life because someone treated us badly. We cannot give all our control away. They don't deserve one more moment of our time. We have shit to do, things to see, people to love, and people to help. Stay in the battle dude for all of us.