JStar7227
Status: Fighting the internal battle with my demons
Mood:
Bad
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- I’ve gone through the past few days acting as if everything is ok but in reality it hasn’t been. I can’t keep selling the facade that I’m happy with my life. My therapist said I’ve improved since I’ve first shown up but I don’t feel...
- Nobody cares about me. I don’t have anyone I can talk to about how I feel anymore. It’s like I try to scream out for help but I don’t the voice to say anything. My only friends are the voices in my head telling me that I’m nothing and I...
- Whenever I feel like I can be happy again I get pushed back down that hill and everyday is a fight to climb it. Nobody cares about me or what I go through. I don’t wanna be alive anymore honestly I don’t because it’s always the same thing. I...
- Every time I try to open up I just get looked at like I’m crazy and left behind why I should I even try anymore this is why I keep my pain to myself because nobody actually cares enough to listen. I know everyone says they care but I know it’s...
- I feel like nobody loves me and will ever love me. I’m a mistake to my parents and my family. I’m not needed in this world I’m frustrated with myself I hate who I am. Being at therapy made me realize what waste of time I am. If you all cared...
- I just want to die now I’m not happy anymore. I can’t find reasons to smile or keep trying. It’s an everyday battle for me and I just can’t fight it anymore. I just feel like I’m done with trying to force myself to be happy. I don’t even...
- I’m done feeling like I don’t matter to anyone I just feel like a temporary friend for everyone. I hate myself I hate my life I hate feeling unloved and unappreciated. What’s the point of being around anymore I wish I knew. I don’t want to...
- I just feel like nobody cares about me anymore. I feel like nobody cares if I’m around or alive anymore and it’s the saddest thing to me. I always to try make an effort to talk to everyone I know but when I’m just ignored it makes me feel...
- Im only 19 years old but I already feel like I've hit a point in life where I just don't wanna be alive anymore I'm not happy I haven't been myself I can't sleep anymore. Idk what to do I just know that I don't wanna live anymore I wish I could feel...
- I feel like I'm the only person left in the world. There's nobody that cares enough about me to see if I'm doing ok. I don't enjoy feeling like I'm not apart of anyone's life I feel so unloved and uncared. I just stare in the mirror and shake my...
- I feel like I'm just lost, I feel like I don't have an identity anymore. I don't know who I am anymore, I feel numb I don't feel pain anymore I can't sleep or eat I just want to lock myself away and stay there.
- I feel like there's nobody in this world I can trust anymore. Like everyone has their own agenda and it's to ruin my life, I'm just a mistake in everyone's perfect world. I'm not meant to be saved or to be happy. My family doesn't want me around I...
- I have lived on this earth for 19 years and I can honestly say I can't trust a soul anymore. This world is full of liars and cheaters and people who will only get your hopes up. I refuse to live on this planet if these are the only people I'm...
- Just a few days ago I tried to kill myself I drove miles away from home and locked myself into my car. I cut my wrists and let the pain run deep, I was hurting but I knew the pain would go away soon. I just stayed in the car bleeding out crying my...
- I want to die it's just that simple I want to die nothing makes me happy anymore I can't remember the last time I smiled or laughed or felt happy. Everything around me is gone nothing is keeping me here so why am I still here? I'm through with my...