You're worth it. If I have learned anything with the loss of my relationship and engagement, is even though it may seem like there is nothing to live for, there is. I spent so much time alone before him and then spent 7 years with him. I am having a hard time..but I keep having to remind myself that there is still time for me to find happiness. The thing about happiness though is you have to try and find it on your own. Have you thought about going to a therapist regarding your depression? Based on your profile, it seems like you are single and it takes a toll. I know I get really down and think that it would be better if I was no longer alive. But what keeps me going is I think about the people that are there, but that I take for granted. For me, that's my sister and her kids. I know that if I took my life, I would hurt them. Ending my hurt isn't worth hurting others. There is at least one person that would be affected if you left this world. Try to grasp on to that and hopefully you can pull through.

You are not alone. There are many who share the same things that you are going through. You will find many friends on this site who can listen and support you. You are a worthy person and you are worth being alive. Think of how your family would feel if something happened to you. Have you seen a doctor? If not, I would recommend seeing a psychiatrist who can determine what treatment would be best for you. They may recommend medication and/or talk therapy. I hope your situation improves.

Thank you both for your support but I'm just not worth caring about everyone I care about leaves me I'm not meant to be happy I don't care about living anymore

I wonder why we push down our emotions. Maybe they are just to hard to deal with. I'm glad ur okay.

Sometimes people don't realize there worth until it's too late. You have no idea what your future holds. Please don't hurt yourself for the simple fact that you may become someone's love of their life or someone's mother. I'm sure that's hard to imagine now but it truly could happen. Any day really and if the damage is already so far gone by then you'll have dug a deeper hole than you are in now. Maybe one you can't climb out of. Also stay away from the depressants. Alcohol can cause depression days after consuming it. Even if you think you are unworthy now (you are worthy! let those who think you aren't worth staying for GO!-you don't need them anyways and they may be blocking people who see your value anyways) your future is unknown so start getting ready for it by taking care of you first. Hugs

I am sorry you are hurting. But please remember you are NOT alone. And you ARE worthy! Please remember this. WE are here for you.

First if all.....Bridgie101, thats awful...dont comment unless its helpful. That is very judgemental and damaging.
Jstar-it is ok, you are in crisis and pain. The drinking is to numb the pain, which is a normal reaction. Cutting relieves emotional pain and expresses that pain. Ive been through both. Sometimes we get to that breaking point. Its ok.
For immediate help, call a hotline or go to the ER. Here to listen, if you want to talk, message me.

I'm feeling okay I guess not much better and not much worse