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It's been a month since the last time I cut.  I seem to be in a once a month pattern.  So now i have to try to break it and go two months.  The last week or two have been really rough.  Tempted...

I think I understand the contrast between vs. 2 and 5 now.Galatians 51Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may...

Galatians 51Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. 2Carry each other's burdens, and in this way...

Okay - that schedule is not working.  New sleep schedule is in order. Bed at 9, up at 7, nap 1:30-3:30.  Now, this requires moving a class I teach, so I need to talk to the parents and see if we...

Last night I lay down at 9:30, but had some dissociation and anxiety going on, so couldn't fall asleep.  I finally did around 10:30 after taking ambien. Up at 7 again.  I've been doing good with...

I ended up napping from 4:30-8 yesterday afternoon.  Then I couldnt' fall asleep until 1AM.  I still got up at 7 this morning.  Then I had a nap from 2:00-4:30.  It's 9 now and I'm ready to...

Lights out at 10:15 last night.  A friend called at 11 and I didn't even hear it!  Unfortunately I left my ipod on repeat so I woke up at 3:30 with it still playing.  Wasn't awake long though. ...

I'm going stir crazy.  I need to see people more.  But I also am dissociating a ton so I don't want to be out when that's going on. I just decided to flip a coin about church tonight - there's two...

There's few places you can be brutally honest about how you feel.  This is one of them. Right now I feel like saying "Why doesn't God just kill me now and get it over with?" I know that's just a...

I just thought I ought to write an entry since it's been a month since the last one.  Not much to say though.  The disability is in the lawyers hands.  I signed all the papers I'm supposed to.  I...

I'm STRESSED.  Talked to a lawyer today about disability.  She said it would take 6-12 months to get a hearing.  Then 3 months after that for it to be processed.  I turn 26 in January and need to...

Wow - it's really been a week since I finished making the registration forms on my website.  Not one registration received - well, just the dummy one I sent myself a few days ago to make sure there...

   I just posted the registration forms on my website for piano lessons, latin tutoring and latin classes.   Then I sent out a few e-mails about the Latin classes.  It's like taking a bean,...

My appeal was denied.  No disability.  Next step would be a hearing.  While talking to my friend I concluded that if I decided to pursue it further and take it to court, I would probably stress...

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