HE'S HAPPY!!!!

Sunday as usual, I was driving to church alone to practice with the music group...I really hate going alone as the minute i am out of the drivieway their it comes...my sad memories of Ken being gone....the sad that I can't see him....the sad knowing we just cant sit and talk....All the things that Ken and I can no longer do...just sitting alone  him sharing with me why I should get this or that cell phone package and he was always right....he would always said get the best for the best price...the last one we did get it but a bit late as with him getting so sick...the minutes and text messages was way over our limit............
But as I drive by myself, my mind goes straight to the thoughts of Ken and usually by the time I get to church I have been crying and feeling so sad...but Sunday was different.....as these thoughts and the sad feeling started again to envade me...
Without warning of any kind....with no thoughts of nothing but the feelings of sad came these words in my mind...............
HE'S HAPPY!....THEN AGAIN HE'S HAPPY!
After that it seemed my whole attitude changed.  I kept thinking to myself....
Hes's happy.....that morning as the tears usually continue...it was replaced with a smile.....
HE'S HAPPY!!!!!!!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         

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Erikalan
Erikalan

AND i\'M HAPPY YOU HAD THIS HAPPY MOMENT! WE SURELY DO NEED AS MANY OF THEM AS WE CAN GET!
MARGERY ANN
MomofJosh
MomofJosh

How nice! So glad to hear those happy words. It can be so peaceful and comforting.
With love,
Leda
CorriesMom
CorriesMom

Awesome! I know that Ken IS happy and rejoice for the comfort and relief those simple words offer you... \"He\'s happy!!\"

Sending much love and great big happy hugs to you and Ken ~ Debbie
RememberKala
RememberKala

I always love hearing how they reassure us that they\'re OK..and HAPPY! What a great gift for your heart! Ken is happy! Oh yes he is!!

Thanks Ken!
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

These are pivotal moments in one\'s healing. What a gift of comfort that it was YOUR experience and hopefully, there will be more times such as this. Hugs, Joanie
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so happy for you my sweet friend. Ken is happy and I know he wants to give you some peace. Love to you
SusanLarson
SusanLarson

That\'s wonderful. Hugs Susan
l8gra
l8gra

Finally a ray of sunshine has broken through!!!! Yeah!!!! Hold tightly onto each and every one of these events and you will be more able to recognize them easier. Our kids DO NOT give up on sending us reassurance...thank heavens...love and hugs...Lynn
deleted_user
deleted_user

\'m so happy for you that you felt at peace knowing Ken was happy. Warm hugs, Marcia
deleted_user
deleted_user

Happy that your Happy that he\'s Happy - full circle.

Good Vibes for sure...hugs...Suzzanne
PLA58
PLA58

This is great ! I am proud of you these are foward steps.....

Happy hugs Penny
BinkyH
BinkyH

Sandi, I am so happy that you saw a \"silver lining\", so to speak. I see you growing and moving ahead on your journey. I reflect on my own journey and can remember when I began to smile again. Hugs to you, Belinda
biowoman
biowoman

This is wonderful Sandi...a bit of peace...a bit of a smile from your heart...love to you...Karen
KandL
KandL

Ken IS happy and I know that means everything to you. Love and peace, Linda