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I really don't know what to say to the replies. You see, it is I think accourdingly how far you are in your process with dealing with what your going through. Now for losing my son, I haven't even begin to go anywhere close to dealing with that. And so much has happened in my life it would take forever to write if I did.
But first I would like to say, I do not take any kind of medicine to help me deal with my son's death because I feel once I went off the pills then I would still have to deal with everything so I see no reason to take pills. Also, I am not able to take anti-depressant pills as they disagree with my body.
Second, there has been so much more that has happened these past week or so that is going to have to be dealt with. It is a personal issue that I can not share.
So there are a lot of issue going on other than dealing with my son's death which truthfully I feel is the most devastating thing one can go through. I know going through divorce is not easy been there know how it can bring you so down and alone. And really didn't think anything could be worse, but losing Kenny my son is the worst thing in the world to me, although there are things that I have to deal with with my family that are also very difficult.
I do appreciate everyone taking time to read my journal and all the caring that each of you give me. This site and the people on here are a real blessing and I know with out all of you, I would not be doing as well as I am without all of you so that I do thank each one of you.
I guess all we all can do is just keep on helping and being there for each other. My hand are very full right now, but knowing that I have all the friends I have on here helps me get through. Maybe someday I don't sound that way, but I am hanging in there. When you already going through something difficult and it just keeps piling on sometimes it gets to all of us. But again thank you all for your responses.
Sandi
But first I would like to say, I do not take any kind of medicine to help me deal with my son's death because I feel once I went off the pills then I would still have to deal with everything so I see no reason to take pills. Also, I am not able to take anti-depressant pills as they disagree with my body.
Second, there has been so much more that has happened these past week or so that is going to have to be dealt with. It is a personal issue that I can not share.
So there are a lot of issue going on other than dealing with my son's death which truthfully I feel is the most devastating thing one can go through. I know going through divorce is not easy been there know how it can bring you so down and alone. And really didn't think anything could be worse, but losing Kenny my son is the worst thing in the world to me, although there are things that I have to deal with with my family that are also very difficult.
I do appreciate everyone taking time to read my journal and all the caring that each of you give me. This site and the people on here are a real blessing and I know with out all of you, I would not be doing as well as I am without all of you so that I do thank each one of you.
I guess all we all can do is just keep on helping and being there for each other. My hand are very full right now, but knowing that I have all the friends I have on here helps me get through. Maybe someday I don't sound that way, but I am hanging in there. When you already going through something difficult and it just keeps piling on sometimes it gets to all of us. But again thank you all for your responses.
Sandi
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