rhwhitmore2001
Status: My heart is broken because my oldest daughter and I are estranged again and I don't know what to do. Its all a long story and now she hates me!
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In the past couple of weeks or longer, my heart and mind have been in so much turmoil its been almost unbearable to me. My oldest son, Michael hadn't called me in like 3 weeks til just the other day....
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With our dryer being down and other things going wrong around the house, things have been a lot more difficult here at home. Before my fiance` and youngest daughter left on Friday morning, he tried...
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This week has been pretty up and down, but more up then down I think. At least while my fiance has been at work. He only got a slight attitude or issue with me or rather took his 'bad day' at work...
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Talking about how I'm feeling and what happened thru out the day/s!I think it helps me in more ways than one and it clears my head and heart even just a Lil of and from the pain I feel emotionally. I...
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Its been 4 days since I posted a journal entry. I'm trying not to be on my laptop much because our internet has been off for like a week and until we can get it figured out, I don't want to use too...
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Sunday the 7th was good. We went to the pet store and got stuff for our 3 guinea pigs as well as our dog and cats. We also went by one of Steven's banks cause he needed to get the space rent paid...
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Started out like most other days, but started to pick up in the afternoon when I went outside to talk with my son and his gf and my step dad that was waiting for my son to help him with his driving...
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First woke up about 10am when my step dad called saying he was outside waiting for my oldest daughter to take her to an interview and back here. She stayed the night the night before since she got...
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After the tumultuous week I had with everyone in my life that really matters, I'm glad the weekend really ended up good overall. Saturday, my fiance had to go in to work in the mid afternoon and I...
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1. He projects his behaviors onto me and blames me for things I had nothing to do with.2. He compares me to his exes or has at times in good and bad ways and compared me to my mother or how she...
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I know that he's gaslighting me every chance he can, but I feel I'm strong enough to handle most of it and its not like its tearing me up inside 24/7 and I am trying to be more independant like I was...
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I think I'm still leaving in August because I don't think anything is going to really change between us and stay on track. Though I have a better sense of what he's thinking and how he feels, its not...
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I have been verbalizing my intentions a lot today on my Facebook and one of his friends talked to him I think about it. After he got off the phone with his friend, he started being more nice to me...
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I feel like I want to leave again and I'm not really wanted or anything because of what he said and made me do tonight during that little spat and then again I feel like if I do leave, I don't want...
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Well, today, I thought it was going to me a decent day throughout and nothing was going to bring me down lkke a bad taumatic event. Nothing did happen that bad, but there were things that I thought...
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