So much has happened....

Its been 4 days since I posted a journal entry. I'm trying not to be on my laptop much because our internet has been off for like a week and until we can get it figured out, I don't want to use too much of my tethering data from my phone. Anyways, the 12th was ok, but I had remembered that it would've been my 25th anniversary if my ex husband and I had still been married. 

My oldest daughter and oldest son came over on Saturday while my fiance was working and they went to the mall to do a few things together and hang out. Then they came back and I had her laundry in the dryer, so, they ahd to hang out outside for 20 minutes or so til they dried. Then they left and went their separate ways at the downtown transit center. It was nice to see my oldest son after like 4 or 5 months of not seeing him or more cause of his disrespectful attitude towards me regarding my youngest daughter. He doesn't know how to raise a child cause he doesn't have any and likely never will either. 

Sunday was Mother's Day and it rained pretty hard the night and morning before so it got kind of cold in the house. I have had a sinus cold for a few days too and been taking echinacea and iron and zinc supplements which help a lot. It was an overall ok day, but I only got a few people to say Happy Mother's Day to me and my fiance didn't even say it or do anything for me really that day except start and finish the dishes after we went to a few places. We had to go to the bank and Fred Meyers, too.

My fiance was a little frustrated with the task he was involved in in the evening on Sunday and I thought he was going to lash out at me like he does when he gets that way or when things don't go his way. But he didn't very much and it still kind of bothers me that he did at all. He was changing out an outlet in the kitchen. 

Monday wasn't much that happened except my oldest daughter came over again to get a bus pass that I had and cut her hair and pick up the rest of the clothes she washed the other day.  It was hot though in the afternoon and we had to open another window and turn on one of the fans for a few hours til it cooled off in the house. Then Hope and I took a melatonin and slept in the front bedroom together. I did that so that she might go to sleep earlier and earlier. I might be doing that every night for a while closer to when she has to start school in August.