A few good days...

Sunday the 7th was good. We went to the pet store and got stuff for our 3 guinea pigs as well as our dog and cats. We also went by one of Steven's banks cause he needed to get the space rent paid before Monday, even though we are already 2 days late. We also stopped by Walgreens and picked up Hope's new medication that she starts on Monday. We have been getting along for awhile and he's actually opening up a little here and there again to me. The thing that is kind of giving me anxiety is my son being around and his friends coming by like all at once that day. I can't remember what else happened that day, but it was overall a good day.

Monday the 8th was also good. Hope started her new medication today and she barely fought me on it which is surprizing a lil to me. Steven praised her for being a big girl when he got home too. I think Hope got her haircut that day too from my son's gf. We changed the Guinea Pigs cages after dinner. Hope and I planted some veggie seeds in the flat that we bought months ago. Tomatoes, onions, broccoli, cucumbers and celery. Still have pea seeds to plant. I'm not sure they will all grow normally, but we're trying and will see what happens. My son's gf and him took shower together and we're getting along as far as I know and then I guess they got into a fight. 

Tuesday the 9th was nice too. I dyed my hair black and later on had my son's gf come in and wash the fridgerator and some of the floor in the kitchen while I vacuumed and did some other stuff around the house. I thought Steven was going to get really upset when he found the water in the fridge door shelves, but he didn't that much. 

Today (Wed. the 10th) was even better when Steven got home cause we had a few minutes to have a lil fun wheile Hope was outside playing across the street. He really opened up and I felt like I felt when we first started dating a little more then I had in a long time. I think the thing or things that are helping are the texts I'm trying to make into a habit to send him each day, either in the morning or the afternoon. They are positive and really caring/loving texts. On a funny note, my son put his big tires on today and then went 'mud bogging' in the marsh at the end or street behind the trailer court and got stuck for a few minutes but got himself out of it after putting it in 4 low four wheel drive and rocking it a lil. His truck is filthy and has grass hanging from the undercarriage all over. Apparently a neighbor says he was going to post it on facebook and make him famous lol, but he told my son not to do it again cause he could get in trouble for it. I guess they got a coffee table with drawers and I brought it in all by myself. So, I got exercise today, but I need to get on the treadmill regularly like I did last year. I want to get more in shape still and make myself feel more sexy for Steven and for myself too.