Winning

Try to remember when I left myself behindall that I once was, restrainedtrapped myself insidepassion was always therebut when you no longer careit slowly threatens to vanishunder all the lies of what others wantis a little boy who never grewan I only knewthat behind a fake smile and all the dustwere a thousand fires ready to burst outand engulf all that was unrealwhen I finally le go all will be surprizedwhen with a shout I open upbecause I never died only never triedwell that time is over nowand the desires are endlessyou are only a messwhen you fail to get up and move onthis is an end and a beginningI'mWinning!!  Sean