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- back. to. square. one. i’ve lost track of how many times i seem to be back to the same mentality; the same bad day just repeats itself. i do fine for months. not great, but fine. i can’t complain about being fine because it’s always better...
- my mother left my sister and i for a man. she told her goddamn children that she never wanted to see them again and left. find out later on that she’s with another man, mind you, she’s still married to my father. there is so much pain in my...
- i catch myself acting or saying things that mimick my mothers behaviors to a T. i hate this feeling; i don’t want to be her. she is my biggest fear; my worst enemy. i can’t talk to anyone about these feelings because they all tell me the same...
- i want to discontinue taking my bipolar medication but i know that is not a reasonable request at all. it’s something that i let drag me down;like i will always have to take some sort of medication to regulate something in my brain that i wish i...
- my mother moved out in november without much notice to anyone in my family. she always became mean when i was around. my theory is that she only dislikes me because i am so much like her. she has a lot of mental illnesses that’s she has always...
- i have been inactive for months now and it’s been a bumpy road since then. i was re diagnosed a while back which was extremely helpful for me because i finally have an understanding of what my condition is. all of my medications were switched and...
- i beg for help but there is none. hope isn't real and i've lost my mind
- okay, hello everyone. i haven't been on DS in awhile and i was actually in an inpatient program for trying to overdose. so i'm going to make this real quick because i don't know what to do and i have wayyyyy to many pills available to me at the...
- i don't know why i continue this vicious cycle. i guess i do it for my family but lately i feel like a burden again. my dad tells me he's worried and i say i'm fine but a week later i'm back to my lonely, self loathing mindset and i'm tired. at this...
- the moment i had a thought to end my life was the same moment i knew i wasn't a child anymore..
- my sister came home and found me on the floor. she was upset which i expected. i couldn't open my eyes; i couldn't look at her. she asked 'what's wrong!' repeatedly. she said 'did you take something' i didn't answer so she assumed that i already...
- no one gets it. i'm in therapy. i see a psychiatrist. i already did treatment. i'm on medication. because of this everyone thinks i'm doing okay. they're all wrong. i see no improvement; i have no hope. no one really needs me. no one really wants...
- im at the bottom but i don't know where the bottom is.
- this is a text i just wrote to a friend... i really need some kind of reply: "hi nikki. i don't really wanna bother you and all and i am sure that you're sleeping so i don't expect a response. i just thought it would make me feel better if i...
- i'm trapped in my mind. i used to subconsciously push people out of my life to protect myself from getting hurt. now, however, i know i'm doing it and i don't know how to stop. my mother suffers from bipolar disorder and although i understand her...