I cried most of today because of loneliness. I couldn't stop it. I'm on medication. I've been on medication for 20+ years now. I don't think depression every goes away. I was thinking the same things as you - that no one would miss me. And they probably would for a little while but then they would move on. But I don't have a plan for suicide because I'm too scared of that. I'm too scared of harming myself. I'm too scared to harm myself, and then too scared if I fail. So, I just told myself, "go ahead and cry all day if you have to." I thought to myself, "this day is just for crying, so get it all out." And by this evening, I stopped and took my dog to the dog park and met some people there and it was a nice time, for me and my dog! Just want you to know you are not alone and that it's a struggle - a daily struggle. You have to hang in there. Allow yourself to cry when it won't stop. And you will see that it will eventually stop. Best wishes.

call 911....get help...there is no reason to end a life.....it is not fair to those left behind as I well know from too many I know and loved doing just that.....

Please please please please don't do this... Please no, you still have a chance....!!! It breaks my heart to see this, I feel overwhelmed now, to think you are dying, a unique and special person who is suffering so much, and it's not fair at all. But Please, Don't leave this world. The world will be losing a very valuable person. Your sister loves you so much.
I did treatment too. I ended up in the hospital. I cut, I wanted to die, I wanted to end it, I had tried treatment with meds, with doctors. But my depression... it's in remission now, after years of downright agony. But please, I need you to please call 911 and seek emergency help. Please. There is hope. There IS hope. You have a chance. I have been to this place before. I have sought this help. If you can't dial 911 text 741741. Please. I don't want this world to lose another person.

Praying so hard for you right now you beautiful soul. Please stay.

I pray that you are OK,your sister will miss you until she dies, as well as all the others that know and love you. Please continue to seek help, maybe you need a different Dr or a different medication, don't stop trying please❤

Call 911 call your sister call she can't replace you.

Please don't do anything to harm yourself. You are a worthy person who deserves to have a happy life. If anything happens to you, your family and friends would be devastated. They won't ever forget you. Depression causes you to think and feel the way you do. Don't believe all these negative thoughts. I have been suffering with depression and anxiety since I was a young child, but did not get any professional help until I was in my mid thirties. Many years later I continue to see my doctor and take medication. I have had many times when I would return to that dark place and when I did I worked hard with a therapist to get me to a more stable place. Depression never really goes away, we can just work hard to learn to cope with it. Please call 911 or go to a hospital. You deserve to live and things will get better.

"no one really needs me. no one really wants me." That's fine, it ain't about them, it's all about you. Nobody needs nor wants me, but that's their problem, all that matters to me is I need and want me, and that is all that should matter to you.

I have no real life friends, and on Facebook I have one, what a lonely and sad life I MUST live yes?

I have what very few people in this world have, self-happiness and, self-loving, do you have self-happiness and, self-loving? Did you know that self-happiness and, self-loving are more important than both of these things derived from outside sources?

How do you become self-happy and, self-loving did you ask? You become CONSCIOUS of your thoughts as opposed to being habitually unconscious of them and, you never again judge, either yourself or, others.

The prime reason for internal sadness is negative/judgmental self-talk, so stop it this instant.

Please 'DON'T GIVE UP'! Medication and counseling by a mental-health professional is good; couple with exercise that releases chemicals that can lift your mood, increase your energy, and improve your sleep. Record your thoughts and feelings in a journal. Also please don’t overlook your spiritual needs: Pour out your heart to God in prayer…it can help calm you.