i have been inactive for months now and it’s been a bumpy road since then. i was re diagnosed a while back which was extremely helpful for me because i finally have an understanding of what my condition is. all of my medications were switched and that was a very difficult transition but i happened to be in the hospital during the change so i had the support i needed. i was okay for awhile, still having episodes but they were easier to manage. recently however i’ve been hearing voices when i’m having an episode. i’m not sure if i’ve always had them and never noticed or they are a new symptom; either way they are terrifying. i’ve never been so dissacioated and lost for an explanation. the voices are more screaming of words and sentences that i can’t make out. i do know that whatever they’re saying or yelling is not good. i am scared that i have another illness now or that my current state is getting worse. can anyone relate or help me figure this out?
my husband is dying. I try to do as much as I can to take it off his plate. I keep making mistakes, making him mad, making him wish he was dead. I have to be perfect. I don’t know what to do. I love him so much I just want him to be okay. I want him to be around and enjoy our daughter it I don’t know how to get him to see any positive in life.
i woke up this morning and checked my phone and I had a voicemail from the social security office. I called back and left a message. My hearing was June 12th. Is this a good sign?