i have been inactive for months now and it’s been a bumpy road since then. i was re diagnosed a while back which was extremely helpful for me because i finally have an understanding of what my condition is. all of my medications were switched and that was a very difficult transition but i happened to be in the hospital during the change so i had the support i needed. i was okay for awhile, still having episodes but they were easier to manage. recently however i’ve been hearing voices when i’m having an episode. i’m not sure if i’ve always had them and never noticed or they are a new symptom; either way they are terrifying. i’ve never been so dissacioated and lost for an explanation. the voices are more screaming of words and sentences that i can’t make out. i do know that whatever they’re saying or yelling is not good. i am scared that i have another illness now or that my current state is getting worse. can anyone relate or help me figure this out?
Yesterday I had the luxury of a lot of time to read posts on here.........for the first time in my life I didn't feel like I was a weirdo......when I introduced myself I told you about what my dd's biological father had been doing to her, that's the worst because it's not me taking the pain....it's my kid....but my previous experiences have been signifcant as well......there isn't much that...
Can't seem to go to sleep right now so I'm up listening to music and posting this. Anybody else up want to message me I'm bored.