i have been inactive for months now and it’s been a bumpy road since then. i was re diagnosed a while back which was extremely helpful for me because i finally have an understanding of what my condition is. all of my medications were switched and that was a very difficult transition but i happened to be in the hospital during the change so i had the support i needed. i was okay for awhile, still having episodes but they were easier to manage. recently however i’ve been hearing voices when i’m having an episode. i’m not sure if i’ve always had them and never noticed or they are a new symptom; either way they are terrifying. i’ve never been so dissacioated and lost for an explanation. the voices are more screaming of words and sentences that i can’t make out. i do know that whatever they’re saying or yelling is not good. i am scared that i have another illness now or that my current state is getting worse. can anyone relate or help me figure this out?
Hey Yall, Has anyone here ever had the sense that their experiences with this disease has a spiritual component to it? I have dabled a lot in the occult and my psychotic episodes didnt start untill i got myself involved with some really bad people who were using "magic" to do harm to others. I keep trying to push all of that out of my mind and just listen to the doctors. The thing that makes the...
ive finally achieved numbness. I feel nothing. I’d rather feel nothing than deal with the pain of the past that I can’t seem to let go