JesseD

Well, overall I'm feeling pretty good about the way things are going. My urges are all but gone. I don't use the internet for any sins anymore. My health is still a focal point and I'm down near 20...

Doing well controlling my sins. Biggest problem right now is boredom. I've lost 19.2 lbs. in 4 weeks, not bad

I can do this.

Did my best today not to feel numb. When there's no family down here and your friends get you nothing (mostly my fault I suppose) it's just tough to think. So I didnt think about it much and just...

Found out Holly died today. She was the 3rd mother figured I've had in my life. (my mom, my best friend's mom, and her) I hope she's at peace now and she will be missed. I feel terrible that my...

Had a decent day, ate 2000 calories but burned 400 off on the elliptical. Too many calories for me but i've had a lot worse of days. Played gta V for hours tonight, racing is addicting and fun to do...

Feel pretty darn good about today. Ate very well, having only about 4 carbs and well less than 1000 calories. Just got back from the men's support group and it was another useful session. Definitely...

What's most important to me is not letting any fetish i have affect how I interact with people in my life on a daily basis. I also want to improve my self-esteem and reverse my negative image of my...

1 week into a healthier, better me. Last night the Christmas party went well. Was so nice to be around co-workers and friends and around the ocean. The dinner was so fancy it blew my mind, it was...

Just woke up to my new Tom Brady jersey. For it will be shrined in my closet until i wear it on Sundays. Woke up and had a low carb and high protein breakfast. Watching a little of That '70s Show...

I'm doing well on this road of recovery. I am now on my 6th day of living free from sexual sin. No more websites, no more affecting how I socialize with women. Still waiting to hear back on an adult...

Didn't write an entry for yesterday but I had a solid day. Almost all my sinful temptations are gone. I did not use the internet for anything than work, sports and this support forum. I worked a 10...

Did a lot of things today that was for me, for my best frame of mind. Whether it be listening to music, or shooting pool. After work I went to Planet Fitness and did cheste/back exercises and burned...

Woke up with a heavy heart, probably from all that i felt this past weekend. Positives:  Lost 11 lbs. this month, have my first men's support group session tonight. Focused on being a better me....

After undoubtedly the hardest weekend of my life I believe I've began turning a new leaf. It started with an "unofficial" intervention with my friends. I was ashamed of myself, but the look on their...