December 13 - Night Time Wrap Up

Did a lot of things today that was for me, for my best frame of mind. Whether it be listening to music, or shooting pool. After work I went to Planet Fitness and did cheste/back exercises and burned 100 calories and then did the total body enhancement booth to help clear the mind. At 7pm I was in my first group counseling session. It could not have went any better. The guys were open, cool, accepting, etc. Also partook in some of my first group prayers which was very nice. I was honest to the whole group, told them my fetish issues, family issues, socialization issues, even admitted i was a virgin and never had a relationship before. Today was a great day. Today is my first day sober without masturbation. I can't wait to attend these weekly group sessions and work more towards the best me I can create.