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  Lonely and need advice on how to move on.

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  Last Reply: roxanne809 05/02/2019

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  So, in a typical fashion I've gotten to that point where I cant seem to get past. I've not handled the last 2 and a half years well infact not long ago my best friend told me "I dont reconise you anymore" I realised things arent going to get better without a lot of work. My old friends have all abandoned me now cause of my messed up self destructive attitude, I needed a lot more attention and to hang out with them then they could or were willing to give me. I feel horribly lonely and have done...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/21/2018

  KurtT became friends with Whitedoves.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/20/2018

  KurtT commented on the discussion Loss making you a better person..

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  Loss making you a better person.

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  Last Reply: lmj90 05/21/2018

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  So its been a year and a half now since my wife and my unborn daughter died in a tragic car crash. Lots of water has passed under the bridge since then as they say. So I could lie and say I have been dealing with this well over the last year and a half but thats just the story I tell people I know. The fact is I've changed and its not been good, I no longer remember nor like who I am. If people described me a year and a half ago im sure the first thing they would have said was "He is kind and...

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  Coming up to 1 year.

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  Last Reply: shewearsblack17 11/01/2017

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  So in 3 weeks time will mark 1 year since my wife died. The pain hasnt lessened and I still feel like I am alone. I find everyone is all words, they say they will be there for you. If this year has taught me anything is that there is no one there for you in the end. My life hasnt got any better if anything I've become a worse guy cause of it. My life used to be so clean cut. I had a job I had my wife I had my life. Now I live in a small apartment alone unhappy, forgotten. This year was so bad I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/12/2017

  KurtT commented on the discussion Returning to the scene..

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  Returning to the scene.

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  Last Reply: hfpvc 06/12/2017

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  So its been 6 months since my wife died in a car crash. Its been hard and to be perfectly honest im still fighting everyday.So I decided to flee Canada which is where I lived when the crash happened to return to UK (Which is where im from originally). I had assumed it would help not being there with all the memories and such. Sadly I think this has hindered my grieving, I dont feel any better then I was 6 months ago. If anything I feel less hopeful. Before I would wake and feel something then...

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  Hug

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  Posted: 04/16/2017

  KurtT sent a hug to myhusbandisanangel

  Meh im not doing great. Things arent going the way I had hoped. I seem to be stuck in a perpetual loop. I dont really talk to anyone or do anything anymore. Just seem to work and sleep. I still miss my wife everyday. Im pleased you're still hanging in.
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  Hug

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  Posted: 04/12/2017

  KurtT sent a hug to myhusbandisanangel

  Hey long time no see how are you?
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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 02/06/2017

  KurtT commented on the discussion being there vs not being there.

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/06/2017

  KurtT sent a hug to myhusbandisanangel

  Heya, long time no speak. Well things have hit rock bottom I guess. So much has happened in the last month it would be impossible to list them all. Its been a really rough 2 and a half months for me. I hope you're doing good and are surviving xx
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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/14/2017

  KurtT commented on the discussion 28 yeARS.

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  Posted: 01/06/2017

  KurtT commented on the discussion Leaving your loved one in 2016..

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/06/2017

  KurtT commented on the discussion Leaving your loved one in 2016..

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  Leaving your loved one in 2016.

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  Last Reply: raininseattle 01/06/2017

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  So I didnt have a great time on Christmas day this year, the death of my wife not even 2 months ago kind of made it more painful then fun. I thought that was going to be the worst day. It seems I was entirely wrong. New Years day came and suddenly the realisation that she didnt make it out of 2016 flooded to me. We had only been married 6 months and this year was meant to be our first Christmas and New Year as a married couple. I havnt really recovered from it yet either, I still feel sickly...