richierich
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- Im gonna give it one more month if I dont find a job in this time Im gonna hang myself, Ive worked hard for years and life doesnt give a shit about me I try my best and nothing good comes of it, I feel dead better I am dead then feeling this way...
- Guess my emotions are boiling over into my dreams. Was asleep yesterday afternoon and I could hear the television from my Mums room. I thought I had woke up but couldnt I felt someone sit on my bed I knew I was partly dreaming but I wanted to wake...
- Feel lost, feel i need to quit my job its making me really ill, dont wanna spend my savings to survive and I know its hard to get another job in this hard hard recession but not sure what to do at all im getting iller and iller, such a mess. Think...
- In a mega bad place right now all I want to do is stay in my room and sleep, depresssion has got the worst of me I cant eat sleep or think properly dont know how im gonna cope at work tomorrow, keep planning to kill myself not sure how yet I just...
- Planning my trip to the other side soon, gonna take alot of pills to get me there, just wanted to thank anyone who tried to help me before, but not the pain is too much and no matter how hard i try i always in up here. I hope i dont got to hell.
- Ive been paranoid my whole life and sense a presence in my house that makes me feel really disturbed I know its in my mind, I also see things like small bright lights all over the room when its dark.Im really hypersensitive and take everything to...
- Ive been paranoid my whole life and sense a presence in my house that makes me feel really disturbed I know its in my mind, I also see things like small bright lights all over the room when its dark.Im really hypersensitive and take everything to...
- If i feel a presence in my room at night and have mild hallucinations does that mean that I'm schizophrenic, think I'm losing my mind, feel that im losing my mind and everything good in my life. Glad I have some sanity left for the moment.
- feereling to kill myself if anyone can talk on here i would apreciate it.
- Trying my best at the moment but starting to feel like shit more and more, Ppl seriously dont understand depression and to be honest i hardly tell ppl i have it. Its like something comes into my body makes my brain work overtime and drains all my...
- If I could control my life i would be Important, I tried so hard to be someone who people like, everyone just thinks im an idiot, I act like an idiot no matter how hard i try to act normal its like my blueprint to be stupid, I like myself but...
- Feeling sorry for myself again, bit pathetic but i cant help it, more time that goes on more alone i feel, will find the strength to be ok, felt suicidal this morning these feelings can fuck off because im alive and somehow i will fight to be ok,...
- Been through hell my whole life, granted most of it occured in my brain, I just want out, nobody has been able to help me, I have done countless things to help myself and I aways come back to this point.Im nearly 29 and I have virtually nothing to...
- Cant go on for much longer my life is a big mess and im to anxious to be able to sort it out i feel completely alone and im to weak to do anything about this!
- Seems like im getting deeper and deeper into this i feel like im losing my mind, i just want to get better but im getting worse and worse, killing myself seems like a good option at the moment, i feel on my own and im in the darkness and nothing i...