Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
Some form of counselling is also a steep to take. , It doesn't require a referral even if you don't get a diagnosis from what you have posted. it sounds like you do need help there. There are many op[tions with this one because even most churches run free counselling sessions.
Best of luck.