Please, please, please do NOT give in to this dreaded disease! I too have depression and suffer everyday from this horrible disease. But know that you are not alone! Seeing your post brought tears to my eyes, and now I'm crying because I'm so worried for you and your family. Imagine their grief at finding you, imagine the loss they'd experience if you were to kill yourself. Don't be afraid to head to the local hospital and check yourself in. If you do it voluntarily, they can release you in three days with your permission. It's not horrible like everyone says. I've been twice. And if you ever want to talk, I'm here.

Lots of love and prayers,
Lucy

Been suffering all my life, Im jealous of those around me they can get on with there lives, all i do is work and fight this illness.
My new job makes things 10 times worse but Im scared if i quit ill never find another job. My realationships all end quickly because Im ill, the girl who is my true love I cant be with. I dont know how to live anymore. But thanks for your kind words.

Dear God,

Please tend to our friend RichieRich. Please show him the way to love and peace.

Amen

Richie, I'm so,so sorry you're feeling an evil presence. It's a very scary, dark place to be. Your loved ones would be absolutely devastated and completely crushed over losing you. Please reconsider and know there are people out there thinking about you and hoping you can pull through this. I am praying for you.

"Where there is desperation, may I bring hope. Where there is sadness, let me bring joy. Allow me to console, rather than to be consoled. To understand, rather than to be understood. To love, rather than to be loved. Because giving is receiving. Because it is in forgiving that we are forgiven and in dying we are born into eternal life." ~ Mother Teresa