Only 5 more hours left of this year... I've been in such a bad mood all day it seems like this has just been a doozy of a day to top off the shitty year I've had. I slept through last new years, then 2 months into I lost the love of my life. It's been nothing but crap since then. The only thing I'm grateful for happening is getting pregnant with Jaycie. But that probably wouldn't have taken place if Nickolus didn't pass away... I don't know. It's all just a big sham in my opinion. And I don't know about anyone else, But I'm glad this year is finally over and I can start trying to put it behind me.