confusedmoma

I just can't get over these wonderful feelings  i've been having... i feel like a new person!Knowing that i will never be that ugly drunk person again, i feel good to be me. A sober me is wonderful!...

Hello everybody... i just got out of treatment for drepression/alcoholism and i feel wonderful!!

I need to go to a meeting. If i don't then my doctor will be mad as i broke down and told her everything. She told me to do something about my addiction before its too late... which probably means...

I need to go to a meeting. If i don't then my doctor will be mad as i broke down and told her everything. She told me to do something about my addiction before its too late... which probably means...

Well. i'm still hangin in there.. i won't give up.

God i feel so confused right now. I wish i knew how to control my self... and i wish i knew what the heck  i want right now. I just wish i was happy...

I'm feeling a bit better now... i was off my meds for a week and i think it really affected my thought patterns. Not only that but i know alcohol is a deppressant... and i am already deppressed...

Well...i've fully accepted that, yes, i am an alcoholic with a powerful disease. This thought is all that is holding me together as now i feel like there must be hope for me if i surrender and ask...

Why do i continue this cycle of destruction? Why do i set myself up to screw up and then dwell on the horrible feelings that come with it? When am i going to start caring for myself enough to quit...

I'm trying really hard to stay positive. I know that it helps if i don't sit and beat myself up. Lately though i feel like i can't breathe when i talk/think about evereything. Like right now my...

I hate being depressed. I hate that i haven't accomplished anything worthwhile. I am hating myself so much right now...

I hate being depressed. I hate that i haven't accomplished anything worthwhile. I am hating myself so much right now...

I'm back and i am feeling pretty good. I think it's because i was sick and in the hospital(had a minor surgery) and being sick sure does change your perspective on life. I am finally beggining to...

I think i am finally close to hitting rock bottom. Ever since i admitted that i am an alcoholic it seems like all i want to do is drink.I've been avoiding everything and everyone good in my life and...

I'm hoping today will be a better day.I will try my best to fight this hopelessness. I just hope i have the strength to do so.