confusedmoma

good morning world, lets all try our best to make it a good day!

Well i reached one year of sobriety and i am still sober and free! Stressed out to the max, fed up with the hubby, but still sober and trying my best to remember what is important to me. And i want...

I didn't even realize i am now over ten months sober! It's great that i am, but i wish that recovery didn't tkae so loooong. It's such a slow process to change, but i try my hardest every single day....

AlcoholI hate how you have stolen precious time out of my life...but you taught me how to hold life dear.I hate how you robbed me of my innocence...but you made me wise beyond my years.I hate that...

I am feeling much better than i have been lately. My highs and lows are so extreme, that when i am at a low it's incredibly hard to come out of it. For a while i felt i lost my contact with my higher...

I am so completely drained. It seems like every time i take a step ahead i take ten steps back. I was feeling so good, and then i slowly started feeling like crap again. This depressed feeling is...

I went to a great meeting last night, and i got the dose of strength i needed to keep on keepin on. I will try hard to be the best person i can be, even to the people i resent because i want tp...

Well, i went and did it. I applied to go back to school.OMG it was such a spur of the moment thing but it's something that is really important to me. If i work hard i should have my degree in 5...

SEVEN MONTHS SOBER TODAY.... and i am soooo tired. In an good way i guess. I decided to try something different, and i went to the batting cages, swung a bat at 60 balls, then threw around a baseball...

After wasting a couple of days wallowing in grief and self pity, i finally forced myself to get to a meeting. I wasn't gonna let anyone or anything get in my way, i just went. And what an incredible...

I know it will be hard but just for today i will love everything and everyone to the best of my capabilities. I need to feel more connected to my higher power and i've heard that he will show...

I am going to try really hard to set up a routine for me and my children. I think we will all do much better this way. Now it's just a matter of actually putting effort in and being consistent with...

Dear universeToday i will be patient with my children.Today i will not stress out over little things.Today i will allow myself to enjoy life.Today i will love myself.Today i will accomplish a small...