confusedmoma

well i am off to spend some time with my mother tonite. There is a part of me that doesnt want to, but i also don't want to lose her. even though she put me through hell as a child, she has helped me...

I wasn't feeling well earlier, but now i feel great. It's easy to fall back into the insanity we all occasionally feel. But life can be great if we focus on the small things... life the beautiful...

I went to my first aquasize on wed, and am planning on going once a week! It was so much fun!

I went to a meeting for the first time by myself. I am starting to feel like i belong, and i am feeling much more at ease! Wish i could go every day!!

I am an emotional wreck. I can't even begin to sort out my thoughts, so i will just write as it comes. today i had a bad day. My mother pissed me off, she hurt me... and i can't bring it up to her...

I went to another meeting! yay

Well i went to an aa meetng last night, which was great to be at, but i broke down while speaking and it was embarassing. I do need to prioritize going to meetings to keep my head on straight.

I am going to try really hard to set up a routine for me and my children. I think we will all do much better this way. Now it's just a matter of actually putting effort in and being consistent with...

Dear universeToday i will be patient with my children.Today i will not stress out over little things.Today i will allow myself to enjoy life.Today i will love myself.Today i will accomplish a small...

well i am off to spend some time with my mother tonite. There is a part of me that doesnt want to, but i also don't want to lose her. even though she put me through hell as a child, she has helped me...

well i am off to spend some time with my mother tonite. There is a part of me that doesnt want to, but i also don't want to lose her. even though she put me through hell as a child, she has helped me...

I wasn't feeling well earlier, but now i feel great. It's easy to fall back into the insanity we all occasionally feel. But life can be great if we focus on the small things... life the beautiful...