Why do i continue this cycle of destruction? Why do i set myself up to screw up and then dwell on the horrible feelings that come with it? When am i going to start caring for myself enough to quit drinking? Why do i do this? It just doesn't make sense... do i like feelin so crappy and worthless?
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Try not to be so hard on yourself. Tomorrow is another day to try again.
You are doing what we all have done before. But it doesn\'t have to be this way. Once I surrendered and took baby steps to not drink one day at a time, I started to feel better about myself. The difficult part for me was taking a look at myself to find out what I was allowing to influence my actions, those people, places, and things. I don\'t have it all figured out but I did realize that the drink did not solve any problem I had or may still have. Recovery is a process. But the process has to begin somewhere. You can do this. Remember you are not alone. I\'ll keep you in my prayers