Sat sept 17 2011
Horrible night...so tired and cannot sleep..it's very frustrating which I am sure only makes matters worse.
finally, 4:45...close enough got up and got a cup of coffee...maybe I can doze in the chair..no such luck....wide awake...he is sleeping in his recliner as usual although I'm sure he's half awake since as soon as I let the dog in she always makes a beeline for h im to say good morning.
the movie that is on the tv ends and a supernanny episode comes on...i'm half awake listening...the husband and wife are having such a hard time they do not sleep in the same bed....hmmmm sounds kind of familiar...I know what she will say about the kids but what will she say about the health of a relationship where the two people don't share a bed together? Suddenly the channel changes...he's changes it. I sigh and drop my arm back to the chair...he says...were you watching that? I didin't think you would be. I was waiting for the news. I said well go ahead and turn it..he says no and turns it back because the news isn't on yet anyway. I get up and make another cup of coffee and head for my computer...he just doesn't get it.
He's mad cause I am leaving now... the thing is...it never even occurred to him I might be watching something because it's all about what he wants in his living room/bedroom. He never even considered me because I don't matter.
finally, 4:45...close enough got up and got a cup of coffee...maybe I can doze in the chair..no such luck....wide awake...he is sleeping in his recliner as usual although I'm sure he's half awake since as soon as I let the dog in she always makes a beeline for h im to say good morning.
the movie that is on the tv ends and a supernanny episode comes on...i'm half awake listening...the husband and wife are having such a hard time they do not sleep in the same bed....hmmmm sounds kind of familiar...I know what she will say about the kids but what will she say about the health of a relationship where the two people don't share a bed together? Suddenly the channel changes...he's changes it. I sigh and drop my arm back to the chair...he says...were you watching that? I didin't think you would be. I was waiting for the news. I said well go ahead and turn it..he says no and turns it back because the news isn't on yet anyway. I get up and make another cup of coffee and head for my computer...he just doesn't get it.
He's mad cause I am leaving now... the thing is...it never even occurred to him I might be watching something because it's all about what he wants in his living room/bedroom. He never even considered me because I don't matter.
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