MJ: Keep us posted! I'm sending lots of good vibes over to your little one's.

Deezy: Yay for transfer! Less than 2 days :)

In case anyone missed my journal... I'm knocked up!! My beta was 325, and I can't even believe it!

Congrats MRS!!!! Tomrrow I go for my first US to see how many are in there and to see the little heart beat or beats:-) praying for all of you !! ********* Sticky Baby Dust to All!!******

Thanks for all your positive thoughts and prayers ladies. Unfortunately, this wasn't my time, none of our lil ones made it.

I'm so sorry, MJ :( I'm sending hugs your way and hoping you and your hubby can find some peace in the next few days as you wait to talk to your doctor.

Hello all well I have twins !!! We heard the heart beats too I had tears in my eyes it was such a great moment I thought I would never have !!! Praying the rest of the pregnancy goes well too!!! Prayers to you all also!!! ********Sticky Baby Dust to all!**********

Rbcurly, great! Twins!! How exciting! If my blood work comes back good tomorrow, our first ultrasound will be around the 19. I'm happy to hear things are going well. Keep us posted.

Congrats, RB! Hearing the heartbeats is one of the coolest things in the world, IMO.

Good luck tomorrow, MRS, KD, and Lil. Keep us posted on your betas and transfers. I'm praying for GREAT updates!

Rb: That is amazing! Congratulations Momma (x2)!

Lil: I have BW today too! It's my 2nd beta. Today is your 3rd? Good luck, I hope your numbers are so high you pass out with excitement! :)

Deezy: I hope your transfer is amazing! Happy PUPO x2 today!! I love all the multiples going on in here. It's such a big F-you to infertility!

Thanks, Hines! I feel good about today, but I'm panicked at the same time. Few more hours and I should get the call.

So back to poop talk.... (I have no shame) I got woken up again last night with such horrible pain that I could barley stand up. It was diarrhea and not a lot of it, but holy shit it hurt! I actually had to put towels under my feet so that I could stay curled up in a ball while sitting. It passed, and eating ice seemed to help. What the hell is going on? Stuff is moving. Not as much as it should, but I'm not sure why this pain is so bad and always in the middle of the night. I did forget to take my two nighttime fiber gummies both times, but I did take them both mornings. Am I really just that sensitive right now? Is it high progesterone? Will it go away soon? It's scaring me. A lot. And, the hubby.

I am so happy for all you and all your great news!! Don't get me wrong, I am envious of you all but you all deserve so much happiness and it's helpful and comforting to know that sometimes it's not always the end even when you think it is. I'm truly happy and pulling for all of you!!

As for us, our doctor appointment was rescheduled to Monday at 3. I was not to happy to hear about that but honestly, there really isn't much I can do right now anyways. So now we wait again. I'm telling you patience is really going to be my strong point.

Mj hang in there. I never went through what you're experiencing, but I had 2 cycles that straight up failed and it's devastating. The fact that you're still cheering everyone on is amazing. You are far stronger than I was.

Transfer went off without a hitch. I am 0dp5dtx2! Peanut Butter and Jelly are beautiful and perfect and I've already asked them about 100 times to stick around. I had a great acupuncture session right after the transfer and besides some teeny teeny tiny mild cramps, I am feeling good. 11 days to beta!

MJ, I agree. You are so supportive of everyone at a time we would understand if you threw darts at our faces. You are a strong person, and also very kind. You will make an amazing mother one day. I do hope it is soon. Sorry to hear your appointment got moved. The waiting is HORRIBLE!! Just keep as busy as you can in the meantime to help pass the time. Thinking of you and sending love everyday!

Deezy: They have to be sticky since you named them PB&J. Both very sticky! Maybe I'll have a PB&J for dinner tonight in honor of your PUPO.

I got my 2nd beta back and it's at 683, so more than doubled. Now I wait another week for #3. I still feel very hopeful that all will continue to go well, but I'm still a grumpy wreck because I worry. :)

Lil: Any news yet?

3rd BETA 2523. Ultrasound on the 22nd. I think I am more nervous about this ultrasound then anything else in this whole IVF experience. Thinking positive thoughts and sending vibes to my babes to be healthy and strong.

I really, Really, REALLY hope you get some answers on Monday, MJ. I haven't been through what you have, but I did have a cycle canceled on me because my old ladies produced only one follicle. I cried so hard when I found out that I had to stand outside work for 25 minutes so the redness and puffiness would go away. However, that cycle communicated a lot to my doctor (I have POFS, one or both of us might have Fragile X Syndrome), and he was able to adjust my next two cycles so we got some follies. IVF is a bee-yotch, but I kind of agree with my RE when he says it's one of the most expensive diagnostic tools. I pray you get some answers --- you deserve them! I admire your patience, strength, and attitude through all of this. Your day will come, friend!

Awesome news all around from MRS, KD, and Lil ,,, except MRS's diarrhea. I experienced something similar after my second retrieval. No diarrhea, but the bathroom floor was my friend for about an hour. You might check with your RE if this continues ...

Anybody experiencing extreme fullness? Balancing that, nausea, and the monster in my stomach so that I can get the extra calories I need (900?!) is making me very grumpy.

Yay, Lil!!! I hope the 22nd gets here quickly so you can see that you have a heartbeat or two that is strong and healthy!

Hines: sorry for the grump. I can imagine that carrying 3 will make symptoms come on sooner and quicker. How far along are you now? Mine are bearable and minor right now. I had a couple days of extreme fatigue, and a couple days of not wanting to eat. My acupuncturist said to just eat anything to get calories. I've been making myself eat fruits and veggies and hating every second of it (I usually eat lots of good stuff, so it's not my norm). Eating crappy food, especially now, is hard. But his advice was good. I'm feeling better eating crap. Who knew!?

So apparently my butt loves ice. I felt the pain coming on last night again 2 different times, and I ate an ice cube and the pain went away. Weird. I also drank about a gallon of water during the day to help. My stomach is so high maintenance! I guess this is still from the retrieval, because that's when it started. I'm sure all the meds I'm on isn't helping. I read I may have to eat yogurt. YUCK! Of all the things I've done for IVF, yogurt is my hangup. I'm nuts.

Thank you ladies for all your kind words. I really hope that we get answers too. Honestly, when my DH and I started this process we thought it was just him and this was supposed to be a text book IVF procedure, so after my eggs slowly stopped fertilizing is when I realized, shit this may be me too! I think that's when it hit me the hardest is now we've just decreased our chances even more if it's both of us that have issues and that's a huge slap in the face. Plus, now we are in debt over $10k and so we have to pay that off before we are able to proceed further, which in turn means more waiting! I'm a very "now" person (I'm an only child, I can't help it,. Don't judge me) and unfortunately IVF is not a "now" procedure. Sorry for the rambling, I probably should have just done a journal entry!

I am still really happy for all of you!! I'm pulling for each and every one of you!