That's good whyme. I figured someone would enjoy the Limp Bizkit reference.

Just got done eating a chocolate covered cream filled donut. mmmm

Boyfriend is in a bad mood and hasn't said a word to me in over an hour. So I hope he feels better.

recon----------------what is he grumping about?

i had a super busy weekend. my alternator gave out on friday when i took my son to his gymboree class. had to have it jumped to get it home. anniversary dinner out friday night, family get together last night, church this morning, then a kids birthday party, came home and jumped my car again and dropped it off to my step dad to fix. whew! early bedtime tonight for me!

When i made the reply idk what he was grumpy about but then cause a friend didn't wanna play this game for our youtube he got pissed off again. Sorry if it sounds a bit off but I'm playing Guitar Hero with my bestie.

So anywho.

What happened was he wanted our friend to be on an episode for our channel but we record gameplay and a skype call at the same time. So he wanted her to be in the gameplay as well as on call. She didn't wanna play the game we play and then he got all moody. He's been touchy feely all afternoon so I can see where this would upset him.

And now I am pissed off. Lemme explain why.

I get thrown over the edge if someone hangs up on me when I am trying to say something or walks out of the room. So I am responding to something my bf said, not gonna go into details. But I'm responding and he hangs up. This threw me over the edge to the point where I threw my headset against the wall. No it didn't break, but still. Then I immediately let him know how it made me feel for him to hang up So he apologized, then asked to get back in call. So now I got a major headache. IDK why I got a headache but I do. So now I can't sleep and I'm listening to Mortal Love. And he's out for a bit so it's giving me the chance to calm down.

I'm literally on edge from his facebook post earlier on top of this hanging up.

So with that said I'm off.

i am thinking about starting the insanity work out?

Well according to a friend of mine, my boyfriend played with her emotions at one time. I'm waiting for him to get on Skype so I can discuss this with him

des. I'll join you. Or rather I'll do it too in my own neck of the woods. I need to do something cuz...it'll get my mind and body right. So what's it cost? $7.99?

So I put my friend on blast in a video cause it was relevant to the topic of the video, and she blocks me on facebook. This has me wondering if she lied to me just to mess with my head.

First day of stbxh's retirement, we are getting in each other's way already, I have my schedule, do my thing, for 32 years the house was mine from 7 a.m. until 4 p.m. 3 nights a week and 7 p.m. two nights a week. He doesn't have any kind of routine or schedule yet with not having to go to work (this is going to be a huge adjustment for him) but we both need our space already so he's going out somewhere and I'm going out for dinner with a friend.

Retirement is hard to jump into if there is no plan. Leather, do you think this is going to move you along faster in going to NC?

Just got done playing Guitar Hero with my bestie. God for playing on easy, I'm pretty rusty, then again I ain't played in forever.

im having stir-fry for dinner. yum.

Just a little depressed because I think my video I made last night may have hurt my baby.. if he's getting my messages he hasn't said anything. So I don't know if he is ignoring me or not. But I truly am sorry if my video hurt him.

i have chili pepper plants coming up! i went to weed my garden earlier and found them. i am surprised they have taken this long to come up! i still dont have cucumber sprouts up. that is kinda bugging me. that is what i was most excited for!