i feel like screaming so much pain the last few days i have to find something stupid to watch oon tv stupid comedies r the best makes forget about the pain EeVERYONE HAVE A LOW PAIN DAY

I'm in pain today...had to call off work again. My manager doesn't understand what it's like to have almost constant nerve pain along the side of my face and part of my scalp. I need a hug and understanding what real pain is.

hugs!

YEP!!! Bunny chewed blankies when he was a baby.

That is what I meant.
You are pretty sharp there David.

Denise and Avril. I hear you both. This chronic pain is a taker. Hugs to both of you and I hope you get the answers that could help. In the meantime I'll offer a big hug and understanding.

Randy, good job, hugs back to you too.

SunnyBunn, hugs, and have a great day!

David.

Hey Everyone,

I am meeting with the surgeon today to discuss the spinal cord stimulator. The trial was a huge success so I'm hoping the permanent will be approved quickly by workers' comp.

Keep me in your thoughts.

David.

Hugs to you all today.

Head hurts and body feels poisoned with painkillers. Worst did not happen with sister and mother, infact they were surprisingly supportive for a change. I know I am always on the defense and it is my problem not theirs. Like a lion with a thorn in my paw...I fear being cornered.

Maybe tomorrow will be better for us all.

Denise and Avril... Sorry to hear you are both suffering so much right now. I'm sending gentle, comforting hugs and healing energy for you both. Hope that helps to lessen your pain a little, so it is more bearable. Try to be really kind to yourselves until it does settle down.

David I hope your appt with the surgeon goes really well... no doubt the sooner you can get booked in the better. I'm sending tons of positive thoughts your way.

Wishing all cpers a minimal pain day... and hoping lots of the newer members decide that they feel comfortable enough to post either here on this post, or on the main board today.

Sending sunshine and smiles for your day... hugs... Gaye... xxx

Computer crashed today from a Trojan Horse. Curse those people who use their computer skills to hurt others. I am logged on at the hospital.

Feeling positive today... not because I'm not in pain, its still there as bad as ever but my disability money finally came in and I'm approved up until the first week of July. And I finally got my tax refund too. What a relief! I've been broke for so long I feel rich now. I used a bit of the tax refund to buy myself a gift - a nice digital camera. I'm still being smart with my money, I got it second hand for half the retail price but I love it. The weather is beautiful finally and I have a camera again so I can do something i enjoy and it will get me outside too - double bonus.

My appointment went great. I don't have a date for the surgery yet, but everything is falling into place.

Thank you all who are sharing on this topic. I read every one and I pray for my fellow cp folks.

You all mean so much to me and please continue to keep sharing. It helps, not only you but others just looking...........speaking of which, here's a shout out to the lookers. How about a post?

Thanks again,
David.

If it was not for my faith in the Lord whre would i be I hurt hurt hurt hurt ..... u got the drift

Denise, I will pray for you.
David.

Thanks today I really can use all u guys support and more
BLESSINGS TO U ALL

mscrafty, its good to ramble. Actually you souns alot like me. VERY POSITIVE, DON.T WANT TO COMPLAIN AND JUST PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE,RIGHT? I DON'T THINK MY FAM' EVEN KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME. GOODNESS, I HIDE IT WELL AND HAVE FOR SO LONG. AFTER I WAS BACKENDED I WENT THRU LONG THERAPY, DID FAR BETTER THAN ANYONE EXPECTED BUT NOW 20 YRS. LATER ITS BACK AND TAKING ITS TOLL ON MY LIFE.ALONG W/BACK INJURIES THERES HEPC,FIBRO,RA,CP AND CFS. SO YOU ARE NOT ALONE. ADD TO THAT WORRY OVER A DAUGHTER WHO IS USING DANGEROUS DRUGS AND NEGLECTING HER LITTLE BOY, TO PUT IT MILDELY. IF I HAD ONLY ONE PRAYER IT WOULD BE FOR MY DAUGHTER TO GET WELL SO SHE WOULD BE THE MOM THIS LITTLE GUY DESERVES. ID TAKE ALL THE PAIN FOR EXCHANGE FOR MY GIRL TO GET WELL. EMOTIONAL PAIN IS THE WORST. NOW THATS RAMBLING....