done

i have really given up.i tried to fight it as much as i could.now im really too exhausted to fight anymore.to fight my depression, my anxiety, coping with the loss of my son, my recent pregnancy, whatever else it is thats keeping me from being 'normal'. i dont have the will to get out of bed anymore, and i dont. i did for awhile, and its done nothing. everything that used to be fun to me isnt. anything that gave me some interest to get up, doesnt. this life is not for me.so i give up.