A better day

So today went better than most I guess. I got a volunteer of the year award and a lot of hugs and well wishes today. It was a little bittersweet because I got to see everyone and say goodbye to some people that I probably won't see for a while. It was good though. Still buggin out a bit about moving but I guess that's just a part of life. I can't sit and plan for the worst with my Mother and continue to survive. Today was a day of affirmation and I'm hoping that it will help me to get through this next week. I'm still a bit scared of my reaction on Tuesday when I have to leave everyone, but it's only an hour and a half to come back up to see people. It just feels like forever away. We'll see how I do I guess