AWarden

In November I was diagnosed with my 5th loss.  At 7 weeks the baby looked fine and had a healthy heartbeat, by my 11 week check-up the baby had died.  After doing the medication, then required a...

I have reached that healthy stage of acceptance with my grief from losing the twins.  I have come such a long way in the past month.  Therapy has been really great and helped me along and I have...

I am so sad that I won't get to hold my babies and see them grow and enjoy being their Mom. I am angry that this has happened to me, that I have to hurt this way, it's so underserving!  I am...

It's been two months since I found out my twins had died and went into labor that night and delivered them.  Today is hard!!!  ;( 

It's been 4 weeks since I found out both twins had died in utero and went into labor that night and delivered them stillborn.  It feels like yesterday in some ways and others it seems like it's been...

Grieving this kind of loss is such a hard process.  One minute I am a mess and inconsolable, the next I am ok and getting by, the next I am angry and have so many questions and everything in...

Why do the doctors wait until you have suffered 3 or more losses before they check into abnormalities?!?!  It seems cruel and ridiculous.  If I had of been treated for things after my second...

After my follow-up with the OB today, I got some test results back indicating an abnormality and a few possible others.  All of these things are easily treated and if they are should ensure my next...

Why do I feel so guilty for taking time to grieve?  Why is it so hard for me to tell people I am not ok?  I always have to act like I am fine, then when I am alone I am falling apart.  This is so...

It's been two weeks since I found out that my twins had died in utero.  I feel so sad and empty inside.  I hate that my babies are gone and can't understand why this would happen to me especially...