Hope is an Amazing Thing

After my follow-up with the OB today, I got some test results back indicating an abnormality and a few possible others.  All of these things are easily treated and if they are should ensure my next pregnancy to be a healthy one.  The hope this news gave me is so unbelievable!!!!  For just a moment I forgot my sadness, my grief...... This moment of hope gives me so much strength to keep going!!
With that being said;  let me be clear, a healthy baby will never replace the twin boys we lost and will never make me forget this loss or the pain.  This loss or my two losses prior, however hasn't changed the fact that we want a baby to hold, to parent, to nurse and love more than anything in this entire world.
I am actually having a good day, which hasn't really happened much these past few weeks.  I am very thankful