Come on Job!

Feeling fine today.  A bit tired yet from the weekend, but otherwise pretty good.    Saturday I went out with Austin to wish him farewell. I wont see him for at least 3 weeks as he is going to jail for his 2nd DWI.  He is very nervous. He had 3 of the girls from his work come out to hang with us, including Terry, the girl he and my cousing Pete have been trying to fix me up with.   Well all 3 girls were hitting on me at one point, but I was totally enthralled with Terry.   She is the Anti-Carrie.  She couldnt be more of an opposite.   She is wild, funny, just totally out there.  Great body and very pretty. Dark hair and eyes.   We ended up dancing and making out by the end of the night.   Then after bar we went back to her house (all of us) and hung out and listened to music.   The 2 other girls went to bed and Austin passed out on the end of her bed.  Terri and I spent the next 2 hours making out and fondling..some heavy petting stuff.  The best part though was when we layed in bed and I held her and we fell asleep with my arm around her and us holding a hand.     So anyways it was a lot of fun.  Terry told my friend she is still hung up on her ex boyfriend, and she dont want to play with my feelings.   Thats ok with me, Im not ready either and the one night we shared was a lot of fun.   Was just nice falling asleep in someones arms again. I just feel more hopefull for the future now.  I know someday I will have all of that again, and it will be with someone who really likes me for me.   I cant wait!!  But I can...lol. Going to be looking for jobs like crazy today.  Lord please help me find a job.