Im feeling stronger every day.   I still have very sad times, but the anxiety is almost completely gone now.I laugh more now and I have a great time with my kids.  I also find I dont talk about the break up much anymore when im talking to family or friends on the phone.  They are thankful for that im sure.  But its a good sign im growing.I think im growing up a bit.  This is forcing me to take control of my life for the first time in a long time.I am still scared of the future, and I know its going to be very tough.  But I no longer think its impossible.