Karateka
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- I don't really know how to explain this and sorry if this doesn't belong here...but ever since I can remember I've always had feelings of worthlessness being useless, hopeless, feeling like its not worth it to just get up and do things. I've never...
- i feel so lost...i feel like i don't matter anymore, im going nowhere. i keep slipping and resorting to cutting and i dont know, i feel like im a waste of everyone's time, that they'd be better off without me,, im so frustrated with myself i have...
- They were cool with it but the weird thing is, is that my mom seems to have forgotten i ever even said anything to her about it.....so the next day i was going to be hanging out with one of my guy friends. I told my mom what i planned to do and she...
- They know for sure know, thank you guys for all your help , i probably wont be on here mabye at school you guys are awesome
- I dont know what the hell im going to do shes super suspicious just because im wearing arm warmers she told me to take them if i took one of both my parents were across the room and the scars were light butOn the other arm three are dark and i just...
- This may be a little off topic but im trying to talk to my mother and everytime i do we always fight and then she gets all rambly and pissy and its driving me insane ,shes treating me like im 4 and im not im 16 and i deserve a little trust and...
- Im so mad at myself i just snapped and its bad enough that i cut on my wrist when im going on a very hot cruise next mounth i feel like such a failure i dont know what to do anymore.
- Umm how would I tell my mom I just need some help , the thing is though she freaks out so much even at the tinyest things and I just don't know how to confront her, usually when I try to have a serious disscusion with her we just end up arguing with...
- My friend was checking up on me to make sure I wasn't cutting and we got in to a whole discusion and I told her one time when my mom got all suspicious of me she asked me are you suicidal, do you not want to be here I was annoyed because I know I'm...
- i failed i caved i cut up my wrist and after i did it i didnt even fell guilty, i dont feel guilty at all infact , everytime i look at my wrist it just feels almost "normal" or something is this bad??? i dont know what to do?
- I know I need help and stuff and sometimes I do feel I should tell them so they could try to help me I just don't want to hurt them.I feel like im a failure to everyone
- I might be going shopping with my mom to get new bras and she doesn't know that I cut(well used to anyway,4 weeks strong) but the thing is she gets way to suspicious and if I go no let me do it and I don't show her she's gonna ask questins I don't...
- I kinda want my scars and yet I don't want them at the same time, does this make me like selfish or self -pitying?? ? and stupid or something(more importantly does it make sense?) I don't know I just felt like getting this off my chest... Has...
- apparently this is a form of self injury,I always pick at my cuticles ,my eyebrows ,scabs anything that I can pick at .I pick whenever I am anxious or nervous I don't even realize I'm doing it have the time anyway is there a way they test you for...
- Whenever my friends hang around with their friends and are talking in a big group I usually just distance myself from them and i dont talk to anyone. also sometimes when I'm around my freinds friends or new people or something I usually end up...