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recover from a PE and continue to work full-time. i am so tired all the time. i took two naps on saturday. i have so much that i want to do.i get so excited about things and then my body hold me...
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i dreamed my dog was dying and everyone stood around all curious but no one would help. i woke up with a migraine and still went to work. i spilled my tea on my laptop and my keys aren't working...
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no one knows what it is like to live in a body that betrays me. I have too much that I aspire to do. And I can't keep letting people down. But my body does not work. I cry because the copier...
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Nancy died.She was a mentor, an inspiration, someone who meant a lot to me. She was only 43.My husband's age. I realized that not only am I so sad to lose her and so sad for her husband and her...
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What does exhausted mean?out of energy. spent. worn out. I have nothing left.I am way beyond tired. The left side of my chest- where I had the PE- aches.It hasn't felt like this in a couple of...
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My PE happened at the very end of the semester and I have been on break during most of my recovery...I am back at work this week.Yesterday, I survived an all-day "faculty workshop."Tomorrow will be...
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My hematologist (who is overall nutty- see previous journal) supported me when I said I wanted to home-monitor my INR!! She even suggested it when I mentioned going to Ghana...I am going to start...
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I was dreading and dreading seeing my hematologist today.But it did not go as terribly as expected. The good part:I was initially greeted by a different new doc who I really liked.She was kind and...
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I have been dreading this appointment...There's a reason I put it off until a month after my PE!!!(I did see my primary care doc and go to the coumadin clinic only a couple days after getting out of...
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Oh My Gosh!I am so glad that idiot lady did not hit me!It pisses me off that people drive so fast.All I was trying to do was turn into my own neighborhood.If she had been paying attention, she would...
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I slept so terribly last night because my heart was beating so fast and it kept me up.I couldn't sleep on my left side at all.It was better if I was on my back, but I'm not used to sleeping on my...
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I am scheduled to teach a study-abroad class for 4 weeks in Ghana in May. What a cool opportunity!However,I just had my second PE December 10.I am pretty sure that I will be recovered by then since...
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I'm feeling angry at my current hematologist. When I had my first PE (massive and bilateral), my hematologist, at the time, found a prothrombin gene mutation.I was also on Yasmin My hematologist at...
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I would love to sit on my own couch.It would be nice to stretch out on it and put on a movie.It is frustrating to not be able to rest in my own home. Our house is too small for all 3 of us.I am...
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Christmas with my family went well. I had this fantasy of stopping in the middle of Christmas festivities and saying, "I almost died 2 weeks ago, why were none of you there for me. Why are we...
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