I feel like...
no one knows what it is like to live in a body that betrays me. I have too much that I aspire to do. And I can't keep letting people down. But my body does not work. I cry because the copier doesn't work only because I have only one last dropof energy left and I waste it on the stupid copier.
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I can sooooooooooooo relate. Ontop of my PE/DVT...I have a torn miniscus in my DVT leg and Bone on Bone arthritis in that same knee...can\'t do surgery with the clot..and ontop of that I have a second nasty round of bronchitis. I am only 45 but am feeling like I am 75...a year ago I was perfectly healthy. Oh to roll back the clock. That which does not kill us makes us stronger! You have to believe in that! ;-)
oh I hate to hear this!
I want you to keep in mind that you had a couple of really high energy... months, it seemed?
Now, with all you have going on i.e. migraines/coumadin, etc. it\'s easy to overlook - are you sure nothing else is amiss? When was your last \'general\' check up?
otherwise, dang, girl you need some rest! you go, go, go all night. my night shuts down early.
I think I\'m tired too, not making much sense, but be easy on yourself when you can. I get the frustration though. I TOTALLY know you try hard, work hard, cope with pain and discomfort and keep going. I am sure of it.
((((beecute)))
yeah...work has been really demanding (and exciting).
i *think* i shut down pretty early- usually in bed by 10:00 or 10:30.
but i sometimes work 10 or 11 hour days...
i do go, go, go at work...
i have more passion and inspiration than physical energy.
dang I could have written that last sentence. I had a really good dr\'s appt this morning I need to tell you about sometime.