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I survived a month of lovenox injections. Yay for me!I'm proud of myself.I can't say that it has gotten a ton easier.Some shots are very easy, no big deal.And some are difficult. They won't go...
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I see the pulmonary hypertension specialist a week from Monday.Meanwhile, I am trying so hard to stay positive and occupied.I am crafting like crazy- fall wreath, crocheted candy corn, crocheted dog...
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This morning I stuck the needle halfway in, chickened out and pulled it back out.Then I had to try again.Ack.It goes against human nature to stick yourself.But I am going to do it...one stick at a...
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coumadin failureThose are the words my hematologist used.I'm off coumadin and now on Lovenox "for life" or until there is a better alternative.It is past my bedtime, but I cannot bring myself to give...
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I just called Wicab the manufacturer of the BrainPort Balance device to ask:1) when I will get to have a trial of the 2nd device; and2) when they expect FDA approval. I am really proud of myself...
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I used to be so careful on elevators.I would stand close to the wall.I would hold on.I would step off slowly and then stand against the wall to get my footing. But then the BrainPort made elevators...
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I went to return her test.I walked down the row between the desks. I thought she was right in front of me.I held out the papers.I misjudged by about 2 feet.I was holing out the test to no one. The...
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Friday, while walking little Cocoa Puff, I noticed that my neighbor has orange halloween lights.As I walked, I watched the blinking lights.Cocoa stopped to sniff the grass and I stopped with him.The...
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I know I have lost some of my usual pep in my step.I don't have much physical or emotional energy.I am soooooo tired.I get frustrated and grumpy so easily. My work has been really stressful.I need...
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recover from a PE and continue to work full-time. i am so tired all the time. i took two naps on saturday. i have so much that i want to do.i get so excited about things and then my body hold me...
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i dreamed my dog was dying and everyone stood around all curious but no one would help. i woke up with a migraine and still went to work. i spilled my tea on my laptop and my keys aren't working...
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no one knows what it is like to live in a body that betrays me. I have too much that I aspire to do. And I can't keep letting people down. But my body does not work. I cry because the copier...
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Nancy died.She was a mentor, an inspiration, someone who meant a lot to me. She was only 43.My husband's age. I realized that not only am I so sad to lose her and so sad for her husband and her...
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What does exhausted mean?out of energy. spent. worn out. I have nothing left.I am way beyond tired. The left side of my chest- where I had the PE- aches.It hasn't felt like this in a couple of...
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My PE happened at the very end of the semester and I have been on break during most of my recovery...I am back at work this week.Yesterday, I survived an all-day "faculty workshop."Tomorrow will be...
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