MelisaDE
Status: In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Mood:
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Sooo After he packed a bag and left.. I went downstairs (so the girls couldnt see me) and started just crying... Chaise came downstairs.. and said Mommy whats wrong... why are u crying... and I...
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Tues night …he was went out drinking till 1230… no big deal Thurs I worked that night till 11 p.m. ….. and he drank in the garage with some friends.. not a biggie… and Friday...
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I wrote this around the end of March and just didn’t post it …. …. No one knows…. I hide it from everyone... No one knows the whole story ... I cried writing most of my...
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I think my fights started to escalate (or maybe that when I just started noticing it) when I started stepping back from him, and standing up for myself.. I wasnt the good little wife anymore......
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My 5 year old daughter Chaise... :) somedays :) I was tickling her... and blowing raspberries in her neck and armpits,I had her hands above her head holding them... and said ok... what the secret...
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Soo.. Friday I am sitting at work.... and my belly was hurting all morning, I try to ignore it right? So I run home let my dog out for lunch and go back to work, sit down at my desk.....and after a...
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Last night I had a freaking…………… big assed………………… weak moment… which is something I dont allow myself to do very often.... I have been unsettled for a couple days, and by...
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"It's not what happens to you that determines how far you will go in life; itis how you handle what happens to you" ~ Zig Ziglar If you are in my past, there is a reason for that.I Believe...That...
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I just wanted to believe and trust in someone I love… I wanted to believe in the fairytale…. To have what other people have… Why should that be sooo hard to do… Its so funny to hear from...
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Can he quit?I don’t know………Alcoholism.. is a hard disease to fight… and conquer …. Cause its so available, its all around us…. Everyone does it… BUT saying thatI believe he can do...
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This has consumed me… every single second, every moment…… and every moment I am not at work… it was in my face at home… if u think that….. for one moment he wasn’t in my face.. u would...
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sooooo we have been ignoring each other.. which is normal after one of these episodes.. plus he has been working some side jobs... but yesterday he called me to see who was gonna take my...
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ok sooo yesterday... after all of that .......I went to bed.. finally got to sleep at 430 am... and got up by 730 am with the girls.. and Jaden had a b-day party yesterday, soo I waited around for...
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I am writing this like 4 am Sat morningwell....... tonight was not a good night by any means.. I went to bed around 11 pm... I knew was just gonna pull the shit of not coming home... well... 2 am...
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