MelisaDE
Status: In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Mood:
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I just wanted to believe and trust in someone I love… I wanted to believe in the fairytale…. To have what other people have… Why should that be sooo hard to do… Its so funny to hear from...
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Can he quit?I don’t know………Alcoholism.. is a hard disease to fight… and conquer …. Cause its so available, its all around us…. Everyone does it… BUT saying thatI believe he can do...
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This has consumed me… every single second, every moment…… and every moment I am not at work… it was in my face at home… if u think that….. for one moment he wasn’t in my face.. u would...
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sooooo we have been ignoring each other.. which is normal after one of these episodes.. plus he has been working some side jobs... but yesterday he called me to see who was gonna take my...
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ok sooo yesterday... after all of that .......I went to bed.. finally got to sleep at 430 am... and got up by 730 am with the girls.. and Jaden had a b-day party yesterday, soo I waited around for...
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I am writing this like 4 am Sat morningwell....... tonight was not a good night by any means.. I went to bed around 11 pm... I knew was just gonna pull the shit of not coming home... well... 2 am...
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New Years Eve......I went out with 3 couples..... because he plays in a band... and he was playing somewhere.. and I sooo wasnt gonna stay home... so my friends come to pick me up.. and come to...
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Christmas at my moms was ok... no fights or drama.. We came home .. and of course he asked for sex again.. and of course I again said no... well ......he said.............. I would be alot...
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well x-mas eve I had to work.... till 12 got home.. and he was raring to go... to his families house.. and I told him... I would go.. but I wouldnt ride with him.. that I would take one of the...
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Sometimes... (which may sound weird) I am almost afraid.. to write, or say outloud how good things are going. I am afraid I will jinx myself. I am afraid if I say it outloud, something will...
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(I found this the other day, and I almost fell over, I went through almost everything listed here... almost word by word, and its soooo true, you have to let go, to receive back….and you cant love...
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Sooo ………….Me and Jaden were playing w the puppy & it rolls to its back.. and Jaden looks and says "Mom, is that Rocko's butt?... it’s a boy puppyand (its his manhoods dropping down)...
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A morning last week I went and talked to Jaden's teacher this morning…. (my 7yr old) Jaden last night… Sigh We went for a walk, well they biked I walked, so they were sweating… and I...
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So the other weekend, I had one of my girlfriends call me crying saying that her hubby had yet again stayed out till 3 am, and wanted to know if we (me and Russ and a couple other mutual friends)...
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