cherylmcgr
Status: Life is worth living.
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- Went out with out thinking it through and got a puppy. Was kinda of gotta have one thing. Well he is not a cuddler lot of fun though. I did not listen to therapist 24 hour rule before decisions. I will deal with that tomorrow when I see her. I am...
- I woke up this morning not evening caring if I ever speak to ED again. Not angry or even sad. Last week I was both. I am not sure if this is normal to change feelings so fast but a peaceful calm is over me. I am enjoying it. Maybe reading all the...
- I woke up this morning missing my mania. The new meds are working I have no highs or lows but also have no energy. Is it normal to miss the highs of mania? I have a messy house and no energy to do anything about it. I have been out of hospital for 4...
- I woke u at 3 and am very angry at ED and what she has put me through. It is Christmas time again and I am trying not to be a basket case. I m turning my tears into anger and I don't know if this is healthy. I am replaying the tapes in my head of...
- Things are going pretty well, this time change has me up at 3 in the am which is good cause I get alone time. I still feel down but I have family around to help take mind off things. I am so blessed to have them. I wonder why I think of killing...
- I have been out of hospital for about 4 weeks. I am on a whole bunch of new meds. Been doing things with family trying to fake it and enjoy things. I woke up today after a nice christmas party and thought of suicide today no plan but the thoughts...
- My son and nephews are coming over today to celebrate Christmas with me a spur of the moment thing they came up with yesterday. I woke up at 3 this morning wanting to cancel the thing. I started to feel better with meds but still am lacking...
- My nephews and son are coming over today with their children to celebrate Christmas with me as I am leaving Monday to see my parents. I will babies in the house to play with. People that truly love me. I am up at 4 this morning thinking ED won't be...
- I need to sleep I am on ambien and zybraka at night for sleep and still am only getting 4 hours. It sucks. I am then up all night mind racey thinking. Which is no good. I am not sleeping all day anymore so that is not the problem. ughh how am I...
- Meet with counselor today. Showed her my facebook contact with ED. She told me no more contact at all. I am not ready for anymore hurt. I did not share in my introduction but I was just released from hospital for depression. She said to keep my mind...
- My name is Cheryl I have a daughter who I have not talked to in five years. We paid for her wedding then a month later she cut us out of her life. No explanation. We have had no contact. She was not abused It is like a big hole in my heart. I have...
- I am having a hard time reconnecting with friends. I got a call Sunday a GF wants to come over today to see me. I told her yes and now I want to call and say no. The problem is I did a good job seeing friends a mania times when I was party Cheryl. I...
- I am suppose to leave for vacation on Friday for Vegas to spend Christmas with parents. I am so overwhelmed my this I can't think about packing, shaving legs etc. I have been out of hospital 3 weeks so I figure my meds should be kicking in and...
- I been out of hospital from a suicide attempt for about 2 weeks the meds I am on make be feel flat (if that make sense) I don't feel anything. My husband is is pushing me to decorate for Christmas and I just can't. My house is a mess I don't feel...
- Hi I was wondering if any one has tried these meetings and if they have helped.