cherylmcgr
Status: Life is worth living.
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- I am fighting it out trying to get out of the deprssion, on meds. Can't seem to get off couch. My house is a mess and it makes me feel worse. How do I snap out of this? I have adr appt next month to maybe adjust meds but it seems so far away. I feel...
- Went to visit my parent and came home to find that my sson stole 300$ from me. I don;t know how to tell my husband. I am so strssed. He has been living with us and now I just feel used. I aqm just comming out of a depression and now this. I am so...
- I am starting to feel stable but I feel guilty I slept the summer away. House a mess Feeling overwhelmed. I have done little but sleep the last 3 months. I am not sure I can handle all the guilt I feel right now. I have skip thearpy appoiments...
- Today I am filled with shame of all the wrong doings I did in the past. I am obsessing over them. I tried writing them down to get them out of my head but it not working..I feel like a horrble person today.I don't know what to do to get back on...
- Just got done with a mania episode spent lots of money which I don't have. Now the lows hit and depression. The DR up my zypraka which is causing me to binge eat. Which I do not like and makes me feel horrible. I am so tired of medication...
- I have been out of hospital for almost 2 months going to PDOC every 6 weeks. Going to therapist every week and group therapy once a week.I am sick of talking about my self I feel like I hit a wall. I know there are issues I must deal with but I am...
- I hired a cleaning service to help me catch up on house work. I let my house go when I was not feeling well and feel a bit over whelmed by it all now. So I broke down and asked for help.I am embarrassed that I need to do this but I feel once I get...
- Hi everyone My ED and I have set a date for counseling. I don't really know how I feel about this I have not seen her in 5 years only contact has been less than 20 fb messages. I am nervous angry and excited all at the same time. It is going to be...
- I got home last night after a good workout felt so calm and peaceful. Had a call from son worried about going to jail for some BS i did not fully understand. Found my alcoholic brother who lives with me drunk off his ass. He has not drank in over a...
- I finally am getting some motivation back so I joined a gym today. I am a little fearful of going by myself. or going at all but I so want to get off the coach and do something productive. I am starting group therapy on the 21st. So I feel hopeful I...
- I dragged myself off the coach and went to a depression support group tonight. I figured I need to change something and thought it would be a good idea. Well I was wrong. I was informed that God thinks depression is a sin and it is up to us to...
- I have been feeling so strong the last couple days not letting ED control my emotions. Thinking I got this. Well tomorrow we are going to my SIL house and she has 2 beautiful daughters who are very close to her. I am already getting sad. I want to...
- I am feeling flat and have no motivation to do anything. I do not know if it is the meds - Geodon, Topamax, Zypreka, Zoloft. I have been on them for 4 weeks now. So they should all be working I think. Either I am not on a right combo or still...
- I want to say thank you. For today I feel strong and not letting ED control my emotions. I also came to realize that I no longer can enable my son in fear of he will leave me too. I bail him out and afraid to say no.but I am not doing him any...
- Someone asked me what I have to be depressed about? I have a great husband, good home etc. Why did I need to go to hospital? I don't know how to answer the question other than I just am. I am taking meds and getting better. The subject was brought...