JOINING NEW GROUPS..

WELL,ITS 2;00AM ALREADY ONCE AGAIN.SO MUCH FOR GOING TO BED EARLY..WELL, I HAVE MAINLY BEEN ON THE DEPPRESSION AND LONLINESS SUPPORT GROUP SITES AND DECIDED I NEEDED A CHANGE OF PACE.,SO I HAVE BEEN SEEKING OUT DIFFERENT GROUPS TO JOIN AND ACUALLY FEEL REALLY POSITIVE ABOUT IT...THERE ARE SO MANY,I HAVENT EVEN MADE IT THROUGH THE WHOLE LIST BUT HOPEING TO HAVE A LITTLE HAPPINESS INSTEAD OF DAILY SADDNESS...I DO HAVE FOUR NEW KITTENS ,WHICH IS PRETTY SPECIAL TO ME .BECAUSE MY TWO GIRLS WHO ARE SISTERS BABY AND PATCHES JUST HAD TWO BABIES OF THIER OWN TWO WEEKS APART.ALL ARE DOING WELL...AS FOR ME ,EVER SINCE I WENT TO THE ORTHOPEDIC SPECIALIST LAST MONDAY MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME...SHE PRESSED AND POKED SO MUCH MY ONE LEG CAN BARELY MOVE AND EVEN STRANGER I AM EXPERENCING SEVERE SWELLING FROM MY TOES RIGHT UP MY LEG AND A BURNING SENSATION...YOU COULDNT EVEN SEE MY ANKLES...I HAVE BEEN TRYING THE LAST TWO DAYS TO KEEP MY FEET ELEVATED BUT AM STILL IN PAIN.MY ANKLES ARE BACK BUT THIS IS VERY SCAREY AND I KNOW I SHOULD GET TO THE DOC,BUT HOPEFULLY IT WILL PASS..WEATHER WE ARE HAVEING IS CRAZY...LAST WEEK HAD THE WOOD STOVE GOING NOW WE ARE SWEATING TO DEATH.LOL...A LITTLE COOLER WITH RAIN TODAY BUT THATS OK BECAUSE I AM TO SORE TO GO ANY PLACE ANYWAYS..  I AM VERY SRESSED ,I HAVE BORROWED A CAR TO TAKE MY DAUGHTER TO THE PLASTIC SURGEON TWO HOURS AWAY ON THURSDAY.IT IS A COUNSELTATION FOR ONE OF HER SURGERYS BECAUSE SHE WAS BORN WITH A CLEFT LIP.SHE HAD SERGERY WHEN SHE WAS SIX MONTHS OLD AND NEEDS AT LEAST THREE MORE BUT I REALLY DONT THINK THIS DOCTORS PICS OF HIS WORK IS DRAMATIC ENOUGH..WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HER FACE AND I WANT THE BEST,WELL, I PLAN ON KEEPING THE APPT. BUT PLAN ON SEEKING OUT A FEW OTHERS BEFORE I DECIDE FOR GOOD.HER ORIGINAL SURGEON RETIRED,SO WE HAVE HAD TO START ALL OVER...I STILL NEED TO GET MOTIVATED AND GET MYSELF ON THE BALL BUT EASIER SAID THAN DONE...WELL,I BETTER SAY GOOD NIGHT MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME SITTING HERE AND HAVE BECAME VERY COLD,ITS LIKE MY CIRRCULATION IS SCREWED UP....HOPEFULLY NOTHING TO SERIOUS...GOOD NIGHT ALL AND AS ALWAYS THANKS FRIENDS  FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...XOXO.TAMMY