ZanyBeeper
Status: Love to you all, even when I'm not here!! xox
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I am kinda proud of myself. Jim was going to take Dillon for a ride in his stroller this evening. I always want to go with them but usually don't because it hurts me so bad to walk very far. I...
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Today has been a good day. Dillon was up before I was this morning. Wanting his music turned on. He loves music. He had a really good day at school. My 21 year old son, JJ, is going to...
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Today has been a good day. First off, I actually had a pain pill to take. That made me hurt a lot less, which in turn, made me able to get up and clean a bit. I got a lot of clothes sorted...
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My weight has gotten to be pretty debilitating to me. I weigh almost as much as I ever weighed in my life and that's a lot. I have gained 100 pounds since starting on a/p's. I can't blame all...
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Hey all. Hope everyone is doing okay. I have an appointment set up for my four year old for intake into a psychiatrist. As some of you may know, Dillon is autistic. His tantrums are getting worse. He...
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I am so happy right now in my life. I have a wonderful husband, good kids, great friends, and almost enough money to live on. Life is good right now. Will it always be that way? Probably not,...
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Hey J. It's been a while since I have written. I have been a busy beaver and just not had my mind on journaling much. Glad to see you are still here waiting for me. An important thing...
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Dear J, I haven't hardly been able to sleep for the last six nights. Maybe four hours a night. It is catching up with me. I feel almost like my thoughts are not in coordination with my body. ...
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Dear Mr. J--I don't hardly know where to start this, but I have a few things I want to get off of my chest. I feel as if I come on too strongly to get people to like me sometimes-particularly...
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Another day; more anxiety. Same as yesterday except today is Friday-TGIF!!!!! I am fixing to start the first round of wake up calls for everybody who has to work early or go to school. Gets old...
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Red is the color of my bleeding heart.Blue the color of my wounded skin.If I confront, do I make a new start?And get to a place where I begin again? A place away from the memories,A place...
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Good Morning, Journal. Slept really good last night-YEAH!!!!! Don't remember what time I went to sleep and didn't stir when Jim and Dillon came to bed. AH!!!! THE BLISS OF IT!!! Already had...
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Dear Diary, I have been having a good day today as far as happenings go. Met with my daughter's counselor, Loree. She is awesome. She is a recovering addict. Was a hippie back in the day. ...
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My mood today is kinda anxiously melancholic. I am not wanting to sleep and can't figure out why. I don't feel manic per se', but yet that's what my sleeping pattern has indicated for the last...
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PERCEPTION What is the intrusion of perception?Or is it a strange form of deception? OUr minds say one thing to us,And our hearts say another as a plus. We go nuts trying to tell the...
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