Another day in the life of...........
Good Morning, Journal. Slept really good last night-YEAH!!!!! Don't remember what time I went to sleep and didn't stir when Jim and Dillon came to bed. AH!!!! THE BLISS OF IT!!! Already had my two cups of delish chocolate coffee. Have to get the ole' blood to stirrin'. Cloudy here-semi-cool. Rain yesterday which we needed. I am nervous about my father coming in from Michigan. He is going to be staying with us at least for a coupla weeks until he gets his digs set up down at Granny's. He had something to do with me sexually when I was a teen and now that I have a 16 year old daughter. I would have to hurt/kill him if he touched her because I know the pain and anguish that it has caused me and I will not see her go through that for the rest of her life. I must be hypervigilant when it comes to that. i don't know whether I should be paranoid about him around my 2 year old son or not. I am scared. Having bad dreams about it. Woe is me-my feeble attempt at humor. Anyone reading this-have a good day. Much peace and love.
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oh sweety i think how u are feeling is very normal!!! u ar enot paranoid hon
i am here for u if u need me sweety and please call if u do need someone to talk to
i love ya sis bunches mores
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Just wondering why you would have your father come stay at your house with his past history. Do you have to do this?
I feel like I have to do this because my granny lives with me and this is her son and to not let him stay here would mean I would have to divulge why and I am not prepared to kill her with my words. So, I will just be hypervigilant I guess and a vigilante if I have to be lol. Have to laugh about something might as well be me on the prowl with a machete or something.
Put his ass in a hotel room, or let him do that. Just an objective viewpoint. Delish chocolate coffee!!!! No wonder you are so cheerful in the morning! Here\'s wishing you all the best, friend. :)