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Status: Another weekend is upon us...wonder that shit this one will bring...:(
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- Message to an old gf on facebook..when she asked if he was in a relationship...he said "yes" but then he added "Is she my soulmate?....maybe".This was after he told her how beautiful she was and how he missed her. He ended the conversation with...
- Alone in bed crying into my pillow..feeling so lonely. Life really sucks right now.
- I haven't been here in a while but I just wanted to stop by to let you know that over the past few months my son and I have been working on our relationship. There has been great progress. Him and his wife recently bought a new home and they invited...
- I was looking around and for the first ever I picked up something for him and my immediate thought was "Put it back. We might not even be together by Christmas." It kinda surprised me that I thought that way. We have had our share of struggles since...
- Today I am feeling somewhat better even though I still have a major headache that just won't go away but thinking back now I can't even remember the past weekend. It's like it was all a blur. Like I was living in a haze. I guess I was just doing...
- I am going to stop on the way home and pick up some sleeping pills. I think I just want to sleep the weekend away. I can't look at him right now. I can't deal with it all. I want to crawl under a rock and die. I need to numb the pain..I need an...
- Last night wasn't a good night. He said something about one of my sisters and I lost it. It wasn't a big deal but just something that set off the anger and hurt I was feeling inside. I brought up about what I knew and of course he denied it. I said...
- I just recently found out that my husband was meeting his x for sex in 2011 while we were together. I always suspected that it happened because he told me at the time he had to go away for work on two different weekends but his story just didn't add...
- We were in the same place about a week ago but we never spoke. He was there with his new wife. It broke my heart. I wanted so badly to hug him but I know it's not what he wanted. It was very akward and very uncomfortable. I came home and cried. I...
- A young man who was friends with my son was killed in a motorcycle accident a few days ago. All I can think of is, what if that was my son? How would I feel knowing we haven't spoken or seen each other for 6 months. How would I ever be able to deal...
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFmFBSj9BvE&feature=BFa&list=FLfgKZ8uh6P55-keqqEVT3uwThis is very difficult video to watch because it hits home hard but it's a song that I believe is worth sharing. Nobody truly understand the pain that ones goes...
- Well the wedding came and went. I was a wreck most of the day, especially when family members were getting ready for the wedding and I was sitting right there watching them. I sent a gift and a card along with them wisghing them well. I also wrote a...
- With my son's wedding coming up in three weeks I was wondering if I should send a wedding gift. It is tearing me a part more and more as the day approachs. I wish things were different. Not sure what to do..I never would have imagined myself in this...
- My son is getting married in June and I am not invited to the wedding. Everybody will be there but me..my daughter and granddaughter are in the wedding. I have dreamed about this day for so long and the closer it gets the more it hurts. There are...
- I am 49 years old and so is my boyfriend. We have been together a year. For the first few months sex was great but after that it just kinda died. We go for a month at a time without sex. Every now and then we may get each other off but intercourse...