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Holding it together today.....

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I'd forgotten how simple things can upset my chemicals so that, even with medication (new) that has me feeing better, life situations have an incredible - almost debilitating effect on me.I went in for training for a possible new career (in...
malaise

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" a vague or unfocused feeling of mental uneasiness, lethargy, or discomfort"Does anyone else have this feeling? My mind says, "I don't care and I don't care that I don't care." But I DO CARE or else I wouldn't be doing things to help myself as...
Life's not worth living.....

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I could NEVER do the big "S", and I'm miserable in my life; no friends, a dead-end job, barely enough money to make ends meet. The worst thing is that I'm 71 and still have all the physical and desires to play and have fun that I had when I was 30!...
Trying not to get scared/spiral down!

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(Sorry this is so long; I tend to go on and on........) My spiritual teachings say all is in Diving order, but the things I've been experiencing just baffle me. I don't understand and I keep plugging away with my mantra of "Have Faith, Believe,...
Need to "talk".....

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Well, I'm on day 2 of my "Alone Journey" and haven't spoken to or seen another human being all day. It's nearly 5 pm where i live, and I've somehow managed to get thru the day w/o digging myself deep into a hole, but i sure am ........ lonely. I...
Facing 3 days of being alone.....

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Well, I got thru today, which actually makes it 4 days....Other than going to church on Sunday, which will take up all of 1 1/2 - 2 hours, I literally have nothing to do for 3 days. This has happened before and I've been able to ride out the storm,...
Guess I just need to vent....

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I recently made a conscious decision about the depression/rut I've been in and decided NO MORE OF THAT! I don't want to do it anymore. I know it sounds crazy, but amazingly, it's working. The problem is I still have to live with my thoughts and...
It doesn't seem to ever end....

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I can't even remember the last time i felt alive, joyful.... This depression has overpowered me for such a long time, I don't know what else to do except to tolerate it/white knuckle it. I find myself not feeling good about myself and my whole...
Nothing to live for....

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I am having such a terrible time right now. I can't find anything that makes me want to keep going, except that I know I have to. (I have 4 precious cats and can't abandon them.)But this emptiness, this aloneness, this isolation is pure hell. ...
Depressed and Bored!!

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Not a good combination at all. Live alone and since the depression has visited me big time over the last few years, I've lost interest in pretty much everything and the people I called "friends"/social group/community have either moved on or -...
When was the last time I felt "happy"??

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I met with a wonderful minister and some of his staff today who have decided they want me to "adopt" them, not vice versa. What I'm left with is the utter JOY of being alive that they exude!!! I sat there like a lump, feeling pretty much nothing. ...
emptiness

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My God! I just feel so empty today and don't know how to fill myself up. It's one of those "no where to go, nothing to do, no one to be with" days (of which I have MANY, so I feel like pacing around like a caged animal. I often wonder what...
Therapist and other stuff......

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I met w/my therapist today and it was just a total waste of time. Nothing "therapeutic" about it. I wasn't being stubborn, it's just that I don't think she "got" me and had any idea what to do/suggest. She ended up giving me a chapter from one of...
Just having a really rough, sad time...

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Just joined, so don't know what to expect. Reaching out. Need some form of support and hoping this will begin the process.