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- so today is t-day and also 90 days for me, i realize alot in the last few years, and i've grown so much due to this disease, if i have to give it credit for anythingim grateful for this group, and my sobriety, i was on the GA call last night and the...
- just got done reading it. there's alot of information in there for all of us, what stuck w/me the most is the dopamine queen, which is the high we receive and that's why the crash is so severe we have this hollowness to your core the next day,...
- not sure if thats good or bad, any way, ive passed the 60 day mark, i feel since i moved, (an additional 45 min away from a casino) plus traffic, etc, if i really wanted it i would have done it, also my house was sold and i have a fresh start, which...
- i had my birthday weekend, spent it with ex hub, daughter and friends camping, we were watching a movie on the lawn, "a bugs life" my 8 year old sitting on my back as i lay down braiding my hair, friends / family around, couple of birthday cocktails...
- i've been watching to see a response, just checking you gonna be on call tonite?
- i cant be alone for 5 minutes after my daughter gets picked up before the thoughts creep and creep hard hard hard, all the time, its beyond comprehension, funny on some levels, and all sorts of annoying....works me over and over and over, its so...
- Consequence............... I need to look that one back up, because I obviously forgot what the word meant when I was a compulsive and addicted gambler. Addiction is the exact opposite of consequence. It is the removal, the ignoring, the dissuasion...
- is it only on wednesdays to call in?
- i put my house up for sale about 2 years ago, if i didnt gamble i could stay, and be just fine, but its the house i grew up in, and i need to go, so if i had money to stay i would be here for the next 20 years, maybe in a way the lack of money is...
- somethings going on with me, i dont have the slightest desire to gamble, yet i feel im in a funk and dont want to do much, does it fluctuate? am i still going thru withdrawal and dont know it?is my brain healing? i need a medical answer if anyone...
- every friday i would get 50 bucks for getting a neighbors kid on the bus, i get up extra early, she's a teacher, so she drop her by 6:30 am, i keep her til the bus comes w/my daughter at 8:30, i only charge her 10.00 a day, 50.00 a week, 200.00 a...
- so i have a question about the brain and this addictioni made it 30 days, it went fast and it didnt hurt as much as i thought it was going to, trust me for all the struggling addicts out there i cant say enough about "when you're done, you're done"...
- get busy living, or get busy dieing, that's from shawshank redemption, its pretty much my new mottogambling sucks all the life out of me, sitting their zoning out, wanting to win money to win a life i wanted...some logic huh?tomm is 30 days, i can...
- but thank god it showed up after a full night out and i was laying in my bed very tipsy from a night out with a very nice dr. date, and all the trimmings a girl can have, i was in bed alone, and the wave of gambling SMACKED me in the face, i...
- Colossians 3:2 says, "Set your mind and keep it set..." Don't just have the heart of a starter, but have the heart of a finisher.God is here to help......best to everyone to get through the weekend....the whistle is about to blow, hopefully we'll...